i deleted some post because of some specific reason...
going to camp tmr so i will not be blogging anytime soon.

broken heart in maintainance

everyone needs a second chance, some are given, some don't have that chance. however, the worse thing is not not being given a chance, but not repenting when many chances are already given.

cg really hit hard on me. Making me reflect on my foolish actions and foolish thoughts. the heart no matter what cannot be filled with love through sex, materialistic things. only God can feel this emptiness in me. and i seriously need to stop acting like the world just revolves around me. so selfish, i know! what minsi said is right, my parents care for me. so i really need to show them respect and stop neglecting them. Friends=Love! i never doubt this 'equation'.

Stronger
There is love that came for us
Humbled to a sinner's cross you broke my shame and sinfuless you rose again victorious

Faithfulness none can deny through the strom and through the fire there is truth that sets me free Jesus Christ who lives in me

Chorus
You are stronger you are stronger
Sin is broken you have saved me it is written Christ is risen Jesus you are Lord of all

No beginning and no end You're my hope and my defence you came to seek and save the lost you paid it all upon the cross

So let your name be lifted higher
Be lifted higher be lifted higher

Love is patient,love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trust, always hopes, always perserves.

everything would change for the better, i have faith it would...

exams are almost over. i'm so happy.

some actions done and irreversible and has it own consequences... how much someone really want a change really depend on that person himself.

thats all i will say right now. tatazz

must be happy!

okay, i shall write something positive since my post are getting really really negative.
firstly, i passed my piano exam with a merit. yeah, that was super good news cause i thought i was going to fail, made lots of mistakes. but thank God for it.
secondly, i flunk english test. yeah well thats not good news but i don't know why i still feel so happy after receiving my results. i was laughing like a hyena in class. thats bad...
thirdly, i just realised exams are starting this friday, so yeah, good luck to me. "but i have faith everything will work out in the end..." sounds familar grace?

1 more month to holiday, ewww, i can't wait!

oh, 1 more thing. mdm Teo found out something that is happening to me. thats bad. later tell mdm ang and mdm ang tell my parents. ewww, this spells D.I.S.A.S.T.E.R.!.

argh!!!!!!!!!!!! super stress by test and exams. i scared i would fail again.

help! im drowning in self-despair!

Only you Lord, that i can draw strength from to overcome my enemies.

im wondering... can i commit again? i broke my first commitment to God when i started hating myself by doing things i shouldn't do even though i know its wrong. will i break this one too. i really think i would. i guess i can't commit. but i have to try.