i had fun yesterday. i honestly did. eating pancake of course. though my b'day treat maybe small, but its the thought that counts right.:] Thanks guys!!!

i told myself to forget you. but i'm still giving you 2 more days. i promise my mum and dad i would forget about you, but it is just too hard. in the dark, i still continued to talk to you. but no more, i know i have to let go. what this friend of mine said is right, if i think you are already good enough but God doesn't think you are the best choice, that means there is someone else better for me. and why do i continue to forgive you and say you will change when 23hours and day you are hurting me?

I decided to not upload the photos on 2e1 chalet cos most of them are already loaded in facebook.

on thursday, went to taka with minmin and ASM jiejie. walk walk walk and talk talk talk. oh i almost forgot, eat eat eat. nothing much cos everything was super ultra expensive except for books. but they are considered expensive. anyway, i bought a book:A walk to remember. its really a nice story BUT... i broke after i bought that book. sad:( then we 'camp' in james house. watch tv and more tv. honestly, i dont their parents actually like us(their mum to be exact) but anyway, i dont really care...

today went to school to look for Mrs VJ but she was in a meeting so wait and wait and wait. grace said i got into a smarty pants class.3E3 which i dont think it is a good thing. i have my reasons for saying so... i'm so gonna miss 2e1 alot. every single one of them. why cant we stay in the same class but have different subject since it is homeroom system anyway? GRACE and JOANNA! why your not in 3e3!!! im so gonna miss your the most!!!

perhaps, it is the Lord's plan. his will is different from what i wanted, but i know god does such things so that it will benefit all of us. I trust in you Lord.

God, help grace understand why you gave her biology, help her overcome her fear. for only you know what is best for her.
God, also help ivy. her close friends are all in 3e1, but i know that you made this arrangement so it will benefit her close friends and herself. even though she may not believe and trust your ways, please guide her.

very very tired right now but i really enjoyed myself ;D
if you ask why am i so tired, maybe it is because i went for 2 chalets on the same day.
1 for OCC b'day and the other was for me, lol, just kidding, it was 2e1 chalet.
but 2e1 was very sweet, celebrated fengling and my b'day+LimXi(if only if you didn't leave so early)
fengling, please thank your mum for me for the wonderful cake even though most were thrown at each other. hehe.
i think i got smashed on the face with the cake like 5 TIMES!
BBQ was really not bad, i did not have to lift a finger because the guys helped with the BBQing.
now who said guys can't cook, or at least BBQ? NOT ME...
i didn't know guys could be so Friendly, they wished us b'day girls happy birthday and shook our hands. i mean, i really, honestly, didn't expect that from them. so ya, thanks guys. you're sweet!
i went to the beach with Adelle and Jinyee because i didn't feel like cycling.
camwhoring is FUN! p.s. we are not the excessive type...
the Sun was..... how to put it..... disappearing?
it drizzled so we had to find shelter. and we saw i couple kissing. awww, so sweet. hahas, i know, i'm a busybody.

photos will be uploaded soon, i think...
btw, if anyone wanna buy log cake, pls tell me because my cousin is selling them.

why????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i don't get it!!!!!!!!!
i want chem and bio but why give me chem and physics!!!!!!
now i have to go to school to get my results!!!
sigh................

Falling on my knees in worship
Giving all I am to seek your face
Lord all I am is yours

My whole life
I place in your hands
God of Mercy
Humbled I bow down
In your presence at your throne

I called you answered
And you came to my rescue and I
I wanna be where you are

In my life be lifted high
In our world be lifted high
In our love be lifted high
~the end~

hahas, you are so old now!!! jkjk...
1 more week to mine hehe :P

beholding Your beauty is all that i long for
to worship You Jesus is my soul desire
for this very heart You have shaped me Your pleasure
purpose to lift Your name high

hear and surrender in pure adoration
i enter Your courts with an offering of praise
i am Your servant come to bring You glory
as is fit for the work of Your hands

now unto the Lamb who sits on the throne
be glory and honor and praise
all of creation resounds with the song
worship and praise Him the Lord of lords

the spirit now living and dwelling within me
keep my eyes fixed ever on Jesus' face
let not the things of this world ever sway me
i will run 'till i finish the race

singing unto the Lamb who sits on the throne
be glory and honor and praise
all of creation resounds with the song
worship and praise the Lord
now unto the Lamb who sits on the throne
be glory and honor and praise
all of eternity echoes the song
worship and praise Him the Lord of lords

Holy Lord
You are Holy
Jesus Christ is the Lord
singing, Holy Lord
You are Holy
Jesus Christ is the Lord