this is how i feel LORD,
Somewhere between the hot and the cold
Somewhere between the new and the old
Somewhere between who I am and who I used to be
Somewhere in the middle, You'll find me
Somewhere between the wrong and the right
Somewhere between the darkness and the light
Somewhere between who I was and who You're making me
Somewhere in the middle, You'll find me
Just how close can I get, Lord, to my surrender without losing all control
Fearless warriors in a picket fence, reckless abandon wrapped in common sense
Deep water faith in the shallow end and we are caught in the middle
With eyes wide open to the differences, the God we want and the God who is
But will we trade our dreams for His or, are we caught in the middle?
Are we caught in the middle?
Somewhere between my heart and my hands
Somewhere between my faith and my plans
Somewhere between the safety of the boat and the crashing waves
Somewhere between a whisper and a roar
Somewhere between the altar and the door
Somewhere between contented peace and always wanting more
Somewhere in the middle You'll find me
Just how close can I get, Lord, to my surrender without losing all control
Lord, I feel You in this place and I know You're by my side
Loving me even on these nights when I'm caught in the middle
Friday, 28 November 2008
Wednesday, 26 November 2008
so what did i do for the past few days you may wonder?
well, i painted my room PURPLE!*screams* LOL
i honestly love purple!
me: agreed?
readers: agree!!!
lol. i shall stop crapping...
Caroline helped me of course...
she painted sort of a mural in my room.
painting of a street lamp with star-like flower curling around it.
BUT... side effects from painting my room is:
1) swollen hand
2) fever *cos slept late touching up my room*
3) whole body is now aching...
4) fell of the ladder-_-(yes, i know... i am very clumsy.)
however, i seriously LOVE my room now.
so all that pain is worth it.
Jeremiah 1:19 (New International Version)
19 They will fight against you but will not overcome you, for I am with you and will rescue you," declares the LORD.
right now, i feel like slapping that bitch. I'm nice so i wont reveal her name...
who do you think you are? very clever arh? smart Alex! think you know everything...
my care now turn to hate... don't ask me why because i don't know why too? but if you want to continue like that, go ahead. I WON'T CARE!
angel:I MISS YOU!
well, i painted my room PURPLE!*screams* LOL
i honestly love purple!
me: agreed?
readers: agree!!!
lol. i shall stop crapping...
Caroline helped me of course...
she painted sort of a mural in my room.
painting of a street lamp with star-like flower curling around it.
BUT... side effects from painting my room is:
1) swollen hand
2) fever *cos slept late touching up my room*
3) whole body is now aching...
4) fell of the ladder-_-(yes, i know... i am very clumsy.)
however, i seriously LOVE my room now.
so all that pain is worth it.
Jeremiah 1:19 (New International Version)
19 They will fight against you but will not overcome you, for I am with you and will rescue you," declares the LORD.
right now, i feel like slapping that bitch. I'm nice so i wont reveal her name...
who do you think you are? very clever arh? smart Alex! think you know everything...
my care now turn to hate... don't ask me why because i don't know why too? but if you want to continue like that, go ahead. I WON'T CARE!
angel:I MISS YOU!
Sunday, 23 November 2008
Saturday, 22 November 2008
this post is dedicated to my dearest bestie... and of course those who are reading this too.
"THERE WILL BE A DAY"
Revelation 21:4 and he shall wipe away every tear from their eyes; and death shall be no more; neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain, any more: the first things are passed away.
Romans 8:18 For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed to us-ward.
I try to hold on to this world with everything I have
But I feel the weight of what it brings, and the hurt that tries to grab
The many trials that seem to never end, His word declares this truth
That we will enter in this rest with wonders a new
But I hold on to this hope and the promise that He brings
That there will be a place with no more suffering
Chorus
There will be a day with no more tears, no more pain, and no more fears
There will be a day when the burdens of this place, will be no more, we’ll see Jesus face to face
But until that day, we’ll hold on to you always
I know the journey seems so long
You feel you’re walking on your own
But there has never been a step
Where you’ve walked out all alone
Troubled soul don’t lose your heart
Cause joy and peace he brings
And the beauty that’s in store
Outweighs the hurt of life’s sting
I cant wait until that day where the very one I’ve lived for always will wipe away
the sorrow that I’ve faced
To touch the scars that rescued me from a life
of shame and misery this is why this is why I sing
"THERE WILL BE A DAY"
Revelation 21:4 and he shall wipe away every tear from their eyes; and death shall be no more; neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain, any more: the first things are passed away.
Romans 8:18 For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed to us-ward.
I try to hold on to this world with everything I have
But I feel the weight of what it brings, and the hurt that tries to grab
The many trials that seem to never end, His word declares this truth
That we will enter in this rest with wonders a new
But I hold on to this hope and the promise that He brings
That there will be a place with no more suffering
Chorus
There will be a day with no more tears, no more pain, and no more fears
There will be a day when the burdens of this place, will be no more, we’ll see Jesus face to face
But until that day, we’ll hold on to you always
I know the journey seems so long
You feel you’re walking on your own
But there has never been a step
Where you’ve walked out all alone
Troubled soul don’t lose your heart
Cause joy and peace he brings
And the beauty that’s in store
Outweighs the hurt of life’s sting
I cant wait until that day where the very one I’ve lived for always will wipe away
the sorrow that I’ve faced
To touch the scars that rescued me from a life
of shame and misery this is why this is why I sing
Thursday, 20 November 2008
"Everybody's Fool"
perfect by nature
icons of self indulgence
just what we all need
more lies about a world that
never was and never will be
have you no shame don't you see me
you know you've got everybody fooled
look here she comes now
bow down and stare in wonder
oh how we love you
no flaws when you're pretending
but now i know she
never was and never will be
you don't know how you've betrayed me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled
without the mask
where will you hide
can't find yourself
lost in your lie
i know the truth now
i know who you are
and i don't love you anymore
it never was and never will be
you don't know how you've betrayed me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled
it never was and never will be
you're not real and you can't save me
somehow now you're everybody's fool
YOU made me feel like a bloody fool. and YOU don't even know you are the one. there's no meaning anymore. no more meaning to live. I was doing fine before you came! so stop acting like you are a BIG hero. cos you are the BIGGEST LOSER I EVER SEEN!!!
came across a website called 'sexinchrist'. and the website encouraged different kind of sexs before marriage! like WTF sia! what are you trying to teach? its okay to have sex, just dont knot up a girl?! and what... using those 'increase you penis size' pills are also okay? the person who wrote the website is like compromising!
lol, i freaking pissed now... not only because of the website but also because of that person above, another person stood me up AGAIN. i repeat AGAIN! such a bitch!!! you know who you are... i may act like i'm fine with it but remember that it is your 5time!!! BITCH man... i will know whether we are friends anot if u do it again...
perfect by nature
icons of self indulgence
just what we all need
more lies about a world that
never was and never will be
have you no shame don't you see me
you know you've got everybody fooled
look here she comes now
bow down and stare in wonder
oh how we love you
no flaws when you're pretending
but now i know she
never was and never will be
you don't know how you've betrayed me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled
without the mask
where will you hide
can't find yourself
lost in your lie
i know the truth now
i know who you are
and i don't love you anymore
it never was and never will be
you don't know how you've betrayed me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled
it never was and never will be
you're not real and you can't save me
somehow now you're everybody's fool
YOU made me feel like a bloody fool. and YOU don't even know you are the one. there's no meaning anymore. no more meaning to live. I was doing fine before you came! so stop acting like you are a BIG hero. cos you are the BIGGEST LOSER I EVER SEEN!!!
came across a website called 'sexinchrist'. and the website encouraged different kind of sexs before marriage! like WTF sia! what are you trying to teach? its okay to have sex, just dont knot up a girl?! and what... using those 'increase you penis size' pills are also okay? the person who wrote the website is like compromising!
lol, i freaking pissed now... not only because of the website but also because of that person above, another person stood me up AGAIN. i repeat AGAIN! such a bitch!!! you know who you are... i may act like i'm fine with it but remember that it is your 5time!!! BITCH man... i will know whether we are friends anot if u do it again...
Tuesday, 18 November 2008
Monday, 17 November 2008
Take me past the outer courts
Into the Holy Place
Past the brazen altar
Lord I want to see your face
Pass me by the crowds of people
And the Priests who sing your praise
I hunger and thirst for your righteousness
But it's only found in one place
[Chorus:] Take me into the holy of holies
Take me in by the blood of the lamb
Take me into the holy of holies
Take the coal, touch my lips, here I am
Into the Holy Place
Past the brazen altar
Lord I want to see your face
Pass me by the crowds of people
And the Priests who sing your praise
I hunger and thirst for your righteousness
But it's only found in one place
[Chorus:] Take me into the holy of holies
Take me in by the blood of the lamb
Take me into the holy of holies
Take the coal, touch my lips, here I am
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