Losing hair like crazy...
the thought of shaving my hair off seems like a girl idea now.
nevermind, everything work in his time.

oh lord,pls tear down this wall between me and my bro. everytime we are at home, we talk less than 5 sentence to each other. he is trying but im not helping...

good news is im finally able to let go this specific 3. if u know me well, u will know who is this 3.:)

home work go away
never come back every again
this girl wants to go out and play!

awesome song:)

im fighting even though its a struggle...
those memories that can't seem to fade away.
those memories that cause me to lose trust,breakdown and cry.

school starting tomorrow ppl!
r ur done with ur hw?
well im not?
this is shit man.

OBS was awesome much!
okay maybe at the beginning, we f-ing hated OBS and was homesick so badly that we wanted to go home.
why u may ask? becos the courses u do in OBS pushes you to the limit.
like kayaking around pulau ubin for 9hrs and trekking around ubin with heavy bagpack for about 7hrs.
at times you really feel you cannot go on and feel like giving up.
but the thing is, when u feel you have reached your limit, you actually have not yet.
OBS too me is physically,mentally and emotionally draining.
THERE IS SOMETHING ABOUT OBS THAT STAYS WITH YOU FOR LIFE!
very true...
we made friends and enemies too, but after 5days we bonded alot and became great friends hoping it will last for life.
whole body aching now.
sand flies bites everywhere.
injuried my spine.

Dear God, pls extend our june holidays! i have not finish my homework yet. and considering that i will be away from mon to fri. all i have to say is time is short...

oh and God, pls let my hair grow back to its normal thickness! im begging you. 3months already leh. people say takes 6months for hair to grow back. that is super sad pls. though my hair dont have any circular bald spots and its dropping lesser hair now, my parting is still quite wide that you can see my scalp clearly. the worst thing is that even doctors and hair dressers can do nothing about it. they say its due to tying of hair and ask me cut short,stress,food,sleep,hormone imbalance,oily and sensitive scalp,dandruff...so many reasons yet there is no cure. All you have to do is wait and see how it goes.:(:(:(
But, at least i have something to be thankful is that i know its temporary. how long is temparory? no one know for sure.just trust god!

ignore my post, its about me rambling about my problems when there are others out there who suffer more than me.i just need to let it out somewhere.

see you guys on fri:)

im going to OBS in like 3more days time and i have not pack my bag yet?
bel, what are you doing? GO PACK NOW!!!
leg cramp:(
bye:)

today i deleted your msn.
hoping that i would slowly forget about u.
all u left me was mostly hurtful memories and only some sweet ones.
i felt that u r trying to make full use of me like a toy.
anyway, im gonna put u aside, letting god heal my 'thoughts'
beocs of u, im scared of ____
but u also made me VERY curious about the right thing at the wrong time...

my cousin is staying at my house now...
sun when to chomp chomp to eat with ivy,yanling,jiahui,limxi. ate ALOT!
feeling very depressed for someone very close to me becos she and i have a problem: we can't let go easily...
17june: remedial,shopping
18june:remedial,6iouting