second post for the day.
sigh,how i wish i had one of my dance senior's life.
full of dance, gymnastic, dance classes, and everything related to dance.
its like my fairytale life.
she seems so free,not fair.
who knows she might have iceskating lessons(dance) next time.
haix, another favourite of mine.

but between sports(vball/tennis/hockey) versus dance. which is better?


dance!
a passion i can't let go.
i love the way people watch you dance and say "wow,that was awesome!"
i don't like to sit back and watch people dance,its not fun.
i love the stage.
i love the make-up.
i love the costume.
i love learning difficult dance steps which i couldn't do in the past.
i love the feeling of accomplishment when i learn to do stunts.

my fever is down now(due to bubble tea)
but i still have flu and sore throat, plus i feel like vommiting.
is this normal?

its 6:15pm, monday, 27 apr 009
and i have a fever with a temperature oh 38.3degrees.
with the exams starting in 37.45hr time.
plus piles of homework and other stupid stuff waiting for me to do and hand it in by tomorrow.
Great!.......... Oh God, please stay by me and pull me through this period of 'hardship'.
OH DADDY, i really wish to go to OBS, but i have to score well this term which is a little hard to reach right now. please send your AP(holy spirit) to help me.

A little good news for me: I do not need to see VP any time soon.:) she said:" this will be the LAST time i see you for the TIME-BEING because i am still not confident that you attire is proper. so from now until the exams are over, you need not come to school BEFORE 7.15am to see me." yay for me!!!!!!!!:):):) so happy...
the first time i did not hear her say to me "i will see you tomorrow" or she say "i will see you after exams on______(date).

i need to fight that temptation,God give me the willpower and self-control. I shall not lose this battle to satan.

i can't seem to get myself to sit down and study. irritating...
i miss alot of things now

1)miss the times we would go out and study together


2)the many dance practices we had before SYF


3)the amazing experience i learnt and made friends with in Cambodia


4)misses 2e1


5)the times we actually ate lunch together with EVERYONE around


6)the times we spent together talking about anything


7)lastly, meeting you but i don't even have a photo with you:(

Oh God! i dont want to see VP anymore! i dont want be MK biggest fan! i dream of her every second. pls Lord, let tmr be the last...:(:(

exams are coming in 5days time. but, as always i still slacking. God pls help me find the drive and motivation to continue Lord.

on a high note, my 2.4km was gd(in my opinion) for the first time. 16.09mins. thank God for giving me willpower becos i dont have much stamina. the run felt like i was reaching for God glory(which is the finishing line)i'm running after him:)

SYF, it is confirmed that we got bronze. i cant continue blaming myself for a bronze but i know everyone gave their best and thats all that matters. after all, like what the teachers says, bronze or silver it is the process and hardwork put in that counts. the award is just a way the recognise the effort and thats all that matters.

Running After You - Planet Shakers
Your Word is a light unto my path
Your Love guides me through my darkest night
And even though sometimes Your ways
I cannot understand
I’ll never walk away because my future’s
In Your hands

I don’t care what people will say
I’m running after You
I won’t turn back and go their way
Coz I’m running after You
Yeah I’m running after You
I’m running after You
(I will run to You)

I don’t care what people will say
I’m running after You
I won’t turn back and go their way
Coz I’m running after You
Don’t matter what may come my way
I’m running after you
It’s You I’m following today
I’m running after You

I’m running after You

I ENJOYED THIS YEAR SPORTSDAY TO THE MAX!!!! so fun:):):)
i got the run(didn't win, but its okay) and eagle won the workout. the feeling of standing on the first position and getting the trophy was extremely satisfying like all the hard work put in to choreograph the dance and everyone putting in effort to win was great. though the trophy had to be taken back, but i have photos with it. lol. i miss the feeling of winning trophies... oh but the trophy is gonna spoil like any moment.

i hate VP alot now. i find her very unreasonable. giving me detention for my attire not 'passing' but it did pass lor. i bet Mr Ong would pass my attire lor. furthermore, she specially came to find me and say that my attire is improper. like fuck lar. her high waist skirt also does not touch the 'line' on the knee lor. stupid!!!! i still have to see her tmr. hope i pass tmr..........chances are, she will catch my over and over again until i leave peirce.lol

I Killed the dance and cried! Oh God, why does it have to be me?