Tuesday 8 July 2008

mask of my life




arghhh! i feel so sick right now. having a fever as well as sore throat and flu. so sick sick sick. don't wanna go school tomorrow cos got to go for IPW. and i'm so stress because we got to do IPW presentation.

God, i just wanna find rest in you. i feel physically, emotionally and spiritually weak. only you God can bring peace to my heart. i wanna be like the song still and know you're God.

i'm having a mix feeling now. feel kidda sad because i'm lost at who am i. finding my identity isn't very easy and Grace and Ivy says i'm putting on a mask. they describe me as a locked book with the keys thrown away. having to call the locksmith to actually get to unlock me so they could know me. i would some what agree with them cos people who don't know me very well would not know how to describe me much less describe my personality. but if they manage to "unlock me" they would completely see a whole new different side of me. do you count this as a mask or part of a person character. how i wish i could be just like i was before.

i really miss the time we spent together but was is past is past and i have to let go......

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