i woke up after my afternoon nap,
and suddenly,
everything changed.
i had sense of peace and calmness in my heart that i have not felt for a long time.
then this song came into my head
it really touched my heart

Holy Holy
I will bow before
My Lord and King
Hallelujah
You have come to us
You make all things new

Emmanuel
Jesus Christ
You'll never let me go
My Shepherd King
You'll never let me go
My Sheperd King
You're watching over me
Emmanuel

So amazing
You have named the stars
Of the deepest night
Still You love me
You have called my name
I will follow You

Holy Holy
God Almighty
There is none like You
Holy Holy
God Almighty
There is none like You

how true the lyrics is and i do believe it
yet i don't fully trust it.

and i had a sudden confirmation not to work anymore.
cos i thought about it, like i will be working 3/4 of my life away next time,
why waste my precious youth time working then?
so yea, i would probably find volunteering work to do instead:)

on top of that,
i met my long most cousin that i haven since in a real long time like 5years???
haha i was fun getting to know him again:)