35Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword? 36As it is written:
"For your sake we face death all day long;
we are considered as sheep to be slaughtered."[a] 37No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us.Romans 8:35-37




my mum drove me to tuition today.
we were having normal conversation then she suddenly asked me,
are you gonna have baptism this year?
your turning 16 this year so its time i made the decision.
honestly, i dont know.
cos firstly i prefer a 'full body baptism' in the river but sadly my church dont practice that.
secondly, baptism classes will be in chinese... like ZOMG! how am i gonna understand?
third, im not sure whether i wanna continue in this church cos of language barrier and being baptisted in a church gives u right to vote.
fourth, i wanna be baptisted with my friends. so scary to do it alone:(
fiveth, most importantly am i ready for it? to follow Christ for all my life? i still think i need more time. im not mature enough to set a good example and really commit to this promise to CHRIST... perhaps maybe after praying and advices from churchmates and family may help. and also, to observe this year how christ love works through me?

hmmm, please pray for me to make a choice?
Amen!