i feel horrible,
and no i'm not sick or anything.
i just feel like i did something wrong.
and the worst thing is that i can't tell anyone how i feel...
because if i say,
you would go W.T.F mirabel you did that???
or you would go around judging me or something.
i wanna cry/scream/shout it out but i CAN'T!
bloody hell...

PURE MIND IN AN R-RATED WORLD???

i dont wannna fall back to who i was in the past,
but i cant seem to stop myself.
why??

i like to show my emotions upfront, it doesnt give you the right to make use of it or does it mean im vulnerable.

It hasn't always been this way
I remember brighter days
Before the dark ones came
Stole my mind
Wrapped my soul in chains

Now I live among the dead
Fighting voices in my head
Hoping someone hears me crying in the night
And carries me away

Set me free of the chains holding me
Is anybody out there hearing me?
Set me free