I shouldn't have said it.
Because of my stupidity,
the friendship i cared so much about is gone.
why did this friendship waiver and fall after a storm?
was it because our friendship only continued because it was depended on talking about one person?
if that was really the case,
then its good and bad this friendship ended.
its good because i wont end up being the only one giving and not receiving.
its bad because i don't really care that i get anything back. i just want to know how are you coping with everything, thats all.
its either im a good intention termite or a Barnabas.

Oh God, if its your will, may you bless me with another Brother-in-christ that we both can look out for each other. Amen.