count down at home!!!

just came back from japan so fun!!!! haha took lots of pics and ate lots of food......... its heaven!!! i wanna stay there temperature was like 4 to 14 degrees and i love it. i should leave in cold countries then my face will be better. everything is so nice in japan especially their packaging.stayed in Osaka then went to Kyoto and Nara. hope can still go japan go Tokyo and some other placews like Fuji. i counted and i gone to 10 countries in my whole life and more than 10 if counting state. thank God for that.

before we went to the airport my family and i went caroling with my church carrying candle from house to house and the old folks home bringing joy to others is so sweet. make me cherish the ppl around even more.

I just want to say to everyone whose reading my post I LOVE YOU as a friend or even closer than a friend and i treasure you your friendship even if i dont know you.

now at home trying to complete as much hw as possible haha in trouble couldn't careless but just to be on the safe side i do as much as i can

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year to everyone. LOL

christmas is coming!!!

yeah!!! Christmas is coming!!! so excited! well we actually celebrated Christmas on 11 December because of a lot of reasons. yeah and theres and saying that Christmas and keeping slim does not go together and i totally agree

going Japan!!! so excited like thats one of the dream places i wanted to go. i supposed i will be eating jap food 24/7 yeah!!! i'm in heaven!!!

yuck.... my toe is like bleeding so badly lah somemore still got dance-_- sianz

watched star awardas yesterday super nice though some of my favourite stars did not get anything and FYI i dont go to the exent to vote for them.

Please help me God!!

please give me the heart of forgiveness and heal my hurts and bitterness in my heart...
please help me let go of my guilt and forgive me...
it hurts it hurts real bad
its hard to let go
i hate the feeling
please give me childlike faith to trust in you always
help me release my past...
my heart feels broken and i just wanna cry
this feeling are real and true
i just feel like a sinner who you would never forgive
the thought of judgement day just scares me like crazy
imagine myself seeing my life on Earth just wasted and full of sins
i can't undo what i already done but just want to let you God know i will change
not prefect but close to it
the loneliness in me just takes away joy from me
i really wonder why everyone is filled with joy when the end of the world is near
i will keep in prayers for the salvation of my friends and everyone else
i do not want to see my besties just burn into everlasting flame of fire

pics...

all the pics from 6i BBQ...

where's my feet?

very random pic

we're wet!!!

frans>me>adelle>zihui

6i BBQ

yeah! 6i BBQ cheng gong! so fun lor
play with water and BBQ but very little variety nvm already in our stomach.
took lots of pics
next time we have chalet then better. i want plan okay

back from camp!!!

camp was great and fun!!! want the camp to be longer... lets see what did i enjoy from camp.....Oh i know the place that's one the games that's two the food that's three and last but not least the company with Stacia and friends! i enjoyed absolutely everything that was there and the theme of the camp was great though i don't really remember the 9 fruits of the spirit.

now i dearly miss the camp!!! The red army game was really fun. want to play again

the camp i must say was challenging for me because firstly we had to take charge of little kids secondly was teaching QT to (k1 to pri1) and lastly was leading WORSHIP ahahah! nevertheless i would say i did my best. still learning to overcome my shyness and praying infront of others.

tmr got 61 BBQ super excited!!!

tata!

Happy Birthday!!

yet another birthday again. Wow theres alot of birthday in the late months i realised that means im going broke buying present for my pals.


Happy Birthday Shuying!!! or maybe belated
hope yours wish and dreams come true:)

and next point, ahhh Francine
your NAFA exam really hope you pass if not waste money *haha*
wish you all the best!!!

and last point is...
my dream again......
this dream really comfort me alot
i wouldn't tell the full story don't ask why if you want to know ask me in person
i was praying in my room the night before and alot of things i said to God then i was in tears *ya i know very not me* and asking for him to give me ( ____ ) * few in the blanks yourself. after that when to sleep in my dream i saw alot of familiar faces and alot of things happened but the last part was the most touching i felt ( ____ ) and that was what i was crying to God for the night before. God made me see stuff in another view and how much i really cared for those ppl and vise versa.

I shall go to bed early then i can see more of those dreams
*Sweet Dreams*

my dream

well for the past few days i had very strange dream on Thursday night i asked God to give me a icebreaker game cos i do not want to do another sharing again
so he really gave me one it was like "chop chilli chop" but you have to improvise your own move as well as remember your partners move and the other team has to copy the exact same think so ya that was the icebreaker * 3 cheers for me for not doing sharing again and i know the rules of the game very difficult to understand but you have to see the demo then you will understand*
i learnt a lot from cell on Friday and Joanne made us do QT with God and write down your "hopes and dreams" and in the past what did God do to make you wait for his timing so i had a lot of hopes and dreams but i said only one which was to be more obedient to God task like when he gave me opportunities to do something for God but i always run away from it so that was my dream for the future .

on Friday night i had another dream it was someone SMS me and it said
"something about mummy serene telling me that is time i come to worship God" and the rest of the SMS was blurr so i could not see but it really hit me that that could be the Holy Spirit prompting me to do something for God like i said in cell my wish or dream was to be more obedient to God task and there it was a SMS from my dream telling me to that its time i serve God *Amen* i shall do what the Holy Spirit told me to do

all this examples was like a way God talk to me and i came across a website saying that in this week 1)i will like someone i never really like before 2)i will not feel leftout ever again 3)i will experience God grace like i never felt before and my life will change forever
all i can say is many of this things really happened and i do not feel like a lost sheep anymore and i shall praise God for that and Allos Parakletos for it too.
God i still want to have more of those miracle dreams i had
Amen

celebrating shuying birthday

ok lets rewind to 15/nov/07....
me and francine celebrated shu birthday but first lets talk about what fran and i did before celebrating shu birthday
first of all frans was supposed to meet me at my house at 1pm but end up we talk to each other on MSN until 12+ i think then frans reach my house around 1.15pm but i was still bathing *hahaha* then she waited till lets see i think 1.25pm then i came out of the toilet but instead of leaving the house i played the piano *wanted to show you that when i play the piano in my house it songs better than the one in Ms Loh house mah* so when we left the house we decided to walk to Kovan MRT instead of talking a bus becos can save 45cents what right frans then took MRT to harbourfort MRT becos wanted to buy shu her MONYET from "build a bear factory" that cost $$$ erm now i'm broke. frans and i wanted to eat so went to "burger king" but in the end decided to eat at "LongJohnSilver" we didn't eat finish our food cos we were so full......
[played arcade] after that we decided to buy a cake for shu so we took MRT and bus to shu place and bought a cake for $$$ frans paid cos like i told you i'm broke then secretly went to her house then when about to give shu a surprised we saw her bros then told them not to tell shu but instead of listening to us they ran to shu and told her we were here so we went to hide behind the door *LOL*
of course found out lah but nvm
she was happy super happy haahaa then went to the playground to cut cake then wanted to smash a sliced of cake on shu face but in the end missed nvm theres always next year haahaa
went to the clubhouse to sit and do HW*ermmm dont ask why* then shu bought drinks for us thanks shu!! talked alot talk talk talk then talk about story of salvation then asked dad to sent frans home cos parents not free had a fun day with shu and frans

dont be jealous alright :)
P.S. dont forget about next week meeting okay

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nth much to blog about so just blogging to keep my blog alive
want top change blogskin someone help me!
going out on thursday but the rest of the days got nth to do so i feel like going do CIP

i feel lost i feel empty....
life really sucks
pardon my vulgarities

happy Deepavali!

sry for the late update. yesterday went to pasir ris park with mum and dad for church outing quite fun though. but when we went to pasir ris my sis went to sentosa and my bro when to east coast all the 3 beaches. then i spent my time there playing and cycling. wanted to roller blade but dont know where the roller blade rental is so didnt go. after that everyone when home i waited for like 10 mins for my ice cream then everyone cut queue then when my turn no more ice cream. haiz* so went back to the beach and see the aeroplane touch down then got nth to do so use estimation guess how long the runway is. after that went to tampines to eat dinner so decided to pick my bro up so went to siglap road to see my auntie and ask my bro to go her house but then when we called him, he say he in vivo then my sis in woodlands and we're in siglap so again everyone moved again. then while on the car home i was conplaining to my mum about my sch and the students and i still wanted to transfer.

now at home got nth to say bb
Love, MIrabel

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

yesterday was my bro birthday so we ate out at "cafe cartel" at tampines mall. not bad not bad at all except that the serving was HUGE i say HUGE!!! ate chicken lasagna. then we went home... cut the cake then realised something, every year everyone birthday we will always cut the cake at home at the exact same place its like a tread - a routine - a culture anyways nothing much to say

ByEByEzZz...

wedding dinner

the other time the wedding dinner in October ya sry posting it now.very late i know

me andmy sis

sry stoning

that was very random

no worries we're back to normal

Pics...

TOY 'R' US

went to vivo with shu so here's some pics well actually only 2 i think nvm...
EnJoY!!!

went to the make your own toy thingy...

choose me!!! ><

ate raspberry cheese cake coffee bean cafe

sooo full... hmmm delicious!!!

after that went to arcade to play. had no idea how to play the "Para Para"

also played racing cars and another game dunno wat u call that... the one you try to hit the circular disc into opponent territory .

so went home after all that

and when i reach home and half way eating my dinner my mom shouted from the toilet that my grandpa is in his last breath so within seconds we change our clothes and hop into my auntie's car and drove off but the funny bit is yet to come....

went my uncle drove all the way to serangoon stadium there, someone asked who called and dont no who said that is auntie jenny so we double check with someone else in the hospital as my auntie jenny statement is abit inaccurate

and they said my grandpa condition is stable!!! -_- that was my first expression

so we went back to our house. well the reason i have not been bloging is becos my grandpa is in the hospital and we been constanly visiting him.

God bless you ah gong, rest well.

last day of school!! so sad:(

so sad today last day of sch >< some more ting yu going to state for gd :( whole class all miss him so with bought a devil for him then whole class sign their well wishes on it.... creative right dun get me wrong im not the person who thought of that idea k? k.

at first plan to walk home with the rest of 1e1 but turn out so hot then no one want to walk home so go AMK HuB lor. ate at ichiban then spent a total of $84.40 (i think) becos of the stupid 7% GST and 10% service charge so so exxxxx. after that go home lor

at first joey and me wanted to take 76 but i saw 73 so i said the bus will go to where 76 always go so we both hop on the bus lor>>>> then instead of turning right the bus turn left then we both shock lah it went to serangoon ave 4 and luckily we stay on the bus then the bus took a big u-turn before going to the place we alighted but wasted 10mins. nvm then

now at home blogging...

oh ya before i forget>>>
i got back my cca report then only 6 points>< they nvr add the performance we done in the sch if i had known earlier i dont perform liao join choir got more pointssssss

kayys lah thats about it so bYebyEZzZz...

help

do anyone know how to upload music and post pictures on the blog?
if you do know pls help me can thanks

answered prayer

haa back home after dance. actually today not consider as dance practice lor cos teacher cannot come becos of you know who then still say want to have more dance practice during school holidays i dont mind lar but without teacher and some more still say we dont stretch ourselves at home!! look whos talking lah.

okay sry for just now i said all those mean things God i repent cannot be judgemental...

sooo happy today Mdm Ang finally told us our level position and all those other thing. read below...
>L1R5 got 8 points sooo happy
>class position: 7
>level position: 19 miss by 7 position to get scholarship nvm try again next year

sooo happy God and AP help me to get gd result and answered my prayer to get top 10 in class and top 25 in whole level

Ivy dont be too disappointed with your results okay; dont give up try again next year, when there's a will there's a way! tats wat my my primary sch teacher always tell us

God bless you!
Love,
mIrAbEl

sunday!!!

today when to church as always but felt really really tired becos yesterday when to my relative wedding ate vegetarian food: really nice!
ya on the way back it jamm like siao lar so reach home about 1.30 in the morning......super tired

then after then when to yyb(YahYoBabe) longlonglong time never go becos dun feel like but then becos i got nothing to do so go lor but i do not think i made a mistake to go there again Thank You God.

by the time my sis and i went there it was about 3pm and we were late as usual. mummy serene was doing ministering and i felt better after telling my dark serect/s still got more to tell. i hope God would have patience for me to change from someone soooo ugly to someone beautiful...

i want to repent and stop myself from saying those words that might heard others as what Catherine told me if i retaliate at the person who tried to hurt me i person would be hurt twice as much so like the bible said:

Matthew 22:39
"you shall love your neighbour as yourself."
Matthew 5:44
"but i say to you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those you hate and pray for those who spitefully use you and persecute you."

now i hope you get my message
God bless you!
LoVe,
Mirabel

take my poll!!!

find out your way to worship God in this test. Grade this from 1 to 5 meaning 1 strongly disagree and 5 strongly agree.
naturalist:
1) you like to go outdoors to do your devotion
2) seeing rivers, mountains and going to reservoir reminds you of God
3) going for a retreat in the beach
Sensates:
1) worship God through music will make you feel closer to God
2) without music they cannot connect to God
3) perceives God through their senses
Traditionalist:
1) preference on solemn music
2) follows ceremonies and rituals according to the bible
3) very conservative and narrow-minded in worship
Ascetics:
1) like a simple and alone quiet time with God
2) Leading a life of self-discipline in terms of spiritual improvement
3) serious in devotions for God
Activitists:
1) likes to fight the devil
2) believes in "justice"
3) being discerning in differentiating what's right and wrong in God's eyes
Care givers:
1) loves the misfortunates but not out of sympathy
2) assisting to someone's needs
3) love God by loving and serving others
Enthusiastist:
1) cheering people up when they are down
2) zealous when serving God
3) inspired both in self and motivating others in pursuing and following God
Contemplative:
1) have a close relationship with God
2) reflective and meditative in God's words
3) prefers hearing God's miracles
Intellectual:
1) would be enlightened by God when they heard something new in a sermon
2) would prefer reading the bible than hearing others' testimony
3) relies on God's words than following your own emotions

Calculate the total score in each category and the top 3 catergorys' scores are your best ways to get closer and worship God.

Please take this poll before you leave and tag to tell me the results. :]

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yes!!!! today last school day of the whole week.
nothing much lar today. just had boring student forum, check marksheet and talentime.which sch actually have their talentime at the end of the school year you tell me. anyway ryan and shaiful sang......... not too bad as i thought lar Gd try anyway.

wow never expected myself to get 7 position in class. it's nothing much really but im really not boasting her okay ivy? as usual yanling my dear get the top in class and practically the top 15 is all girls lah execpt for zhewen who was the one and only guy. phew next year can get promoted to sec 2 express liao noooo worriessss.

okay now cooling down...
at home eating my lunch and guess want lunch im eating......................................
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im eating sweet corn ice cream with baby milk powder all over it
hey its really not too bad you should try it one day... guaranteed 100% satisfactory>>>>>>>> side effect:
diarrhoea, stomachache, vomiting or food poisoning...

Results AHHHHHHHHHHH....................

yup today got back my results some was really ichiban while others disapointing:(

English: 60/100
Chinese: i'm so happy i failed all the chinese class test and now i got 73/100 haha is proved that this is the intervetion of the holy sprit as i did not study for it but just believe and this is what i get. im a happy girl
Mathematics:83/100
Science: lets not talk about it
Geography:69/100 below what i expected but i studied quite hard for it why!?
History:76/100
Home econ:76/100

i like all my result especially chinese but still need to work on science:(
i dont want to take science stream!!!!!So hard!!!!!

Signning of,
mirabel

mon specialty... "lovely lovely message"

shuying hope u don't mind :P
i got nothing else to blog liao

shuying send me alovely lovely message:"......................."(cannot reveal later shuying chop off my head) but she was supposed to send that lovely lovely message to you know who instead she send it to me as if i was her darling LOL!

i let her see the message she send to me and she was so embarrased. Haha... so sad she deleted that message if not i post on the net liao.

hehes,
MiRAbeL...

mon with shoeink

well woke up quite late so ask shu to delay our trip to J8 a little later becos i was busy watching "MTV made". reach J8 already so went to check what movie to watch later on and just by luck thats went i met keith and another 3 of them forgot their names sry. yup so we decided to watch "rautatouile" i know its abit late to watch this movie but still better late than never. the cinema so little people, we were practically the only human beings in that cinema LOL!

after that went to toapayoh. suppose to shop but then end up lookin for toys for shuying little bro as they got HFMD so shu wanted to cheer them up i think then went to library. My Gosh!!! i can't even read any chinese characters in the children chinese section books. almost fell asleep while tryin to find a chinese book which i can read about 75% of the words. so after all that we went to take 73 back to shu house.was like raining cats and dogs lar. played at her house for a while and practice my grade5 piano piece before going home. i had to complete my grade3,4,5 theory before able to take grade5 practical and i just bought my grade5 exam pieces and u never tell me shu. luckily my mum payin for me.

anyway when back home quicky turn on the tv and watch tv till 10pm. the tv drama metamorphosis was really nice and my dad recorded every single episode imagine me watching it over and over again.LOL!

yup thats about it so thanks for the day shu.
Lots of love, MIrabel

sun just past like that....

Today, woke up at 10+ so late then quicky went to bathe cos need to go to church. i spent like almost the whole day in church then had lunch at church before we continue our church service"sort of". "me, didi, meimei and joyce played in the stinky,cramp without aircon room and played heart attack. still cant imagine how i can survive living and breathing in that room for months already. then go to some churchmates house for visitation and also go ah gong house cos long time never go there liao. after that went to pick my sis up at cityhal sooooooo tired and now at home blogging... already 7pm
later still go out to eat dinner i'm sooooo full even before eatin

i just realized that all this are crap so i'm gogin to end here then
ByEBYeZzzz.....
mirabel

Just for your info...

this is my new blog from now onwards and those who don't even know i had a previous blog let me get you informed: I HAVE A BLOG!!!!
oh ya before i forget the previous one which is http://mirabelblahblahblah94.blogspot.com/
is offically closed so this is my new one just to let those spastic people know, i shall type it out once more http://hype-life-herstory.blogspot.com/ kayys....

Sry i'm a little snappy just now but u have to get used to it...