for so reason, i cannot cross the barrier of finishing my essay writing. nvm, i know God will teach me how to right shorter and not 3 pages essay anymore.LOL. my leg is aching again. maybe i should see doc again but i cant find the Kk hospital card. haix, nvm i will pray because i am a prayer warrior! hahas. SYF SYF SYF....... MUST GET AT LEAST SILVER!!!! sorry random much... matrix is such an useless topic. why cant mathematicians just use simultaneous equations????

THERE IS A LONGING
ONLY YOU CAN FILL
A RAGING TEMPEST
ONLY YOU CAN STILL
MY SOUL IS THIRSTY LORD
TO KNOW YOU AS I'M KNOWN
DRINK FROM THE RIVER
THAT FLOWS BEFORE YOUR THRONE

TAKE ME DEEPER
DEEPER IN LOVE WITH YOU
JESUS HOLD ME CLOSE IN YOUR EMBRACE
TAKE ME DEEPER
DEEPER THAN I'VE EVER BEEN BEFORE
I JUST WANT TO LOVE YOU MORE AND MORE
HOW I LONG TO BE DEEPER IN LOVE

SUNRISE TO SUNRISE
I WILL SEEK YOUR FACE
DRAWN BY THE SPIRIT
TO THE PROMISE OF YOUR GRACE
MY HEART HAS FOUND IN YOU
A HOPE THAT WILL ABIDE
HERE IN YOUR PRESENCE
FOREVER SATISFIED

i feel empty...
i feel i lost someone or am going to lose someone i dearly love.

todays sermon was about end time so i read the whole of revelation during service. then this song came to my mind: worthy is the lamb



i like playing the keyboard for God:)

but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not faint. Isaiah 40:31

i may feel stress about school but i know that in hard times, god it is there and always will be there to carry me through this.

also, i know i need not worry about my knee because if God looks after a little snail, he will also look after me. Therefore, "i will run and not grow weary. i will walk and not faint"

Here I Am Waiting,
Abide In Me I Pray,
Here I Am Longing For You.
Hide Me In Your Loves,
Bring me to my knees,
May i know JESUS More And More.

Come Live In Me, All My Life,
Take Over,
Come Breathe In Me,
And I Will Rise on Eagle Wings.

and last but not least:
i will be still and know YOU are God.

Still - Hillsong

change blogskin again cos i got bored of that one.
ok random, i know.
2 week of school and i failed 2 test. english and Emaths. LOL.
but i cant believe i can still laugh at myself even after i failed.
going to study now bb.

The stand - acoustic - Hillsong United

You stood before creation
Eternity within Your hand
You spoke the earth into motion
My soul now to stand

You stood before my failure
Carried the Cross for my shame
My sin weighed upon Your shoulders
My soul now to stand

So what can I say
What can I do
But offer this heart O God
Completely to You

So I'll walk upon salvation
Your Spirit alive in me
This life to declare Your promise
My soul now to stand

So what can I say
What can I do
But offer this heart O God
Completely to You

So I’ll stand
With arms high and heart abandoned
In awe of the One who gave it all

So I’ll stand
My soul Lord to You surrendered
All I am is Yours

i surprise myself that it is just the first week of school and i am lagging way behind others. homework is really piling up. oh no! its not that i am still in holiday mood but try doing your homework when you reach home at 6 almost everyday because of dance and school stuff.:(

my legs is hurting right now for no reason. it swell a feel days ago. hope it gets better, pls God.

hw here i come!!!

hey just to update
1)i hate my form teacher to the core. she kpkb, everything must find fault with me,bitch, siao CB!
2)i seriously regret taking pure science. its hard!!! why? becos mr shahari puts ppl to sleep and the chem teacher seriously freaks me out, and she speaks the speed of a a tutu train.
3)now school is alot farther, which means i have to wake up earlier like 30mins to reach school early, but, i dont give a damn if i am late now. mrs chung can give demerit for all she wants. i dont give a damn man!
4)classes end alot later than usual. sad:(

k now i have to do hw.

first week of school was not as bad as i thought it would be. other than waking up earlier, ending school alot later and taking pure science which is really hard. i guess the rest is fine. my new class is very quiet. well, i have nothing much to say...

this is the third day of 2009.
time really pass so fast, and now i am in sec 3, new class, new classmates, new teacher, new everything.
but i will not forget what the lessons that you have taught me in 2008.
lessons that school will never ever teach me.

1)in everything, give thanks. whether is it trials, pain or happiness.
2)something that is valuable to me maybe rubbish to someone else, vice versa.
3)God is the head of everything. so, serve his kingdom and everything else will be blessed to me.
4)parents are the most wonderful creation God has made! they are always wanting to shower us with LOVE.
5)the gifts you have blessed me be it dancing, playing musical instruments, listening ear,...... were all meant to serve your kingdom.
6)i am bubbly therefore i should smile at everything, and giggling brighten up peoples lives:):):)confidence....

Desert Song - Hillsong 2008
Verse 1:
This is my prayer in the desert
And all that's within me feels dry
This is my prayer in the hunger in me
My God is a God who provides

Verse 2:
And this is my prayer in the fire
In weakness or trial or pain
There is a faith proved
Of more worth than gold
So refine me Lord through the flames

Chorus:
And I will bring praise
I will bring praise
No weapon forged against me shall remain

I will rejoice
I will declare
God is my victory and He is here

Verse 3:
And this is my prayer in the battle
And triumph is still on it's way
I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ
So firm on His promise I'll stand

Bridge:
All of my life
In every season
You are still God
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship

Verse 4:
This is my prayer in the harvest
When favor and providence flow
I know I'm filled to be empited again
The seed I've recieved I will sow