I finally realised i am not looking for a guy who can fill my empty heart with superficial love.
But, rather, i searching for a brother who can lead me.
A brother who is a good example for me to follow.
A brother who can protect me.
A brother who can shower me with 'brotherly love'.
A brother who is christ-like.

Am i suppose to find that brother in Jesus?
Or does that person with such character really exist?

Oh God, its such a struggle.
It feels like the world is collapsing on me.
Studying for Olevels is hell of a struggle!
especially for me, since my L1R5 is like 27.
yea shocking....
and another struggle only God u know.

well the 1 year deal is left with another 5 more months.
i thought i got over you, but its harder then i thought.
And this few months, i realised how unprepared i am for another r/s.
oh God, fill me with your love.
for only your love can fill me up fully.

May God bless all who are taking their Olevels this year.
To God be gloried!

I can conquer my Mt Everest because i have an ever living God.

"Therefore I am well content with weaknesses, with insults, with distresses, with persecutions, with difficulties, for Christ's sake; for when I am weak, then I am strong."

just a thought,
every Human Being makes mistakes.
sometimes these mistakes hurt others deeply,
til a point they become so numb they cant accept 'sorry' anymore.

Well, to all those people i hurt you with my words, action, accusation and impossible expectation for you to live up. I'm sorry.
this 5 letter word may seem very small,
but it is a powerful word to use.
And i really mean what i say.
i really want to reconcile with you and ask for your forgiveness.
for without forgiveness,
we will unknowingly bear hatred on each other.

During FOP,
i commmited my life back to JESUS
and God told me,
to have joy within me,
i must reconcile back with others.
i need to change my life that i will be a mirror that has reflection of Jesus.