Wednesday 23 January 2008

True friends

We sign our cards and letters BFF
You've got a million ways to make me laugh
You're lookin' out for me; you've got my back
It's so good to have you around

You know the secrets I could never tell
And when I'm quiet you break through my shell
Don't feel the need to do a rebel yell
Cause you keep my feet on the ground

You're a true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk to me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again
You're a true friend

You don't get angry when I change the plans
Somehow you're never out of second chances
Won't say "I told you" when I'm wrong again
I'm so lucky that I've found

A true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside

When something ain't right
Talk to me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again


true friends will go to the ends of the earth
T'ill they find the things you need
Friends hang on through the ups and the downs
Cause they've got someone to believe in

A true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk to me now and into the night
No need to pretend
Oh, You're a true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk to me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again
You're a true friend
You're a true friend
You're a true friend

Friday 4 January 2008

new year resolution

new year resolution. it will be very long but it's worth it to read alright so pls continue to read until the very last sentence.thx

so i thought and i thought and finally came up with a list of 2008 new year resolutions......

1) have a closer relationship with God
2) pray for my friends that the Holy Spirit will touch their heart and become Christians one day
3) be an obedient girl
4) do well for sec 2 streaming
5) read finish the Bible from cover to cover by the end of this year
6) given more chances to dance for God again
7) pray that my bow legs will be straighten without the help of the doctors because i believe in inner healing
8) be more outgoing and extrovert
9) pray that God will use my life to be a testimonial to everyone
10) serve God by playing the drums, piano or keyboard or even sing
11) overcome my fear of speaking out loud
12) serve more willingly in cell group
13) help out in children Sunday school and go to old age home to visit them regularly
14) get use to ministering
15) forgive those who hurt me and pray that those who i accidentally hurt you to forgive me


and now for my want or cravings!!!
1) good results
2) get accepted to any of those performing arts school
3) grow taller and lose weight
4) can continue to dance all my life
5) for everyone to be happy and healthy
6) stop being lazy and disobedient
7) get a total makeover be it clothes shoe skirts dresses shorts pants and etc
8) faster grade 8
9) get scholarship every year
10) i don't really want anything else accept for you to love me. giving me iPod nano would be great but all i need is LOVE p.s. i am not desperate to have a BF so don't get the wrong idea

last but not least i want to do a shout out on my blog........

Daddy and Mummy thank you for being there for me all the time even though i may upset you sometimes but i really love you and im sorry for everything. for disobeying you for always wanting my way for acting very childishly for being rude to you for not being respectfully to you because the Bible say honour your father and mother and i did not uphold that rule. i sorry because i don't have the guts to say this to you upfront as i know saying this upfront sound more sincere. all i want to say is "i love you" and "thank you" i really hope you are at this moment reading this post.

sincerely love you,
your youngest daughter

this shout out is for God

i love you God. i really do. you know me and love me even before i know. you forgive all my sins and i just wanna say your the best daddy ever. the Holy Spirit has touch my heart. you sent your one and only son to die on the cross to save us all from sins. you are my creator.you made me in my mother's womb bit by bit and i can say thank you. your creation is so beautiful whatever you do is so beautiful just look around and all i see is your creation. so marvelous!!!
i will serve you with the ability you gave me. one day judgement day will come and i will see myself and what i did in this lifetime whether good or bad you will still love me. sometimes i think your insane because why do you want to save me since i commited so many sins? Why? Why?! but you said that you love all your creation and want them to be save but they must believe that jesus christ is the son of God who came to earth to save us all to be save. thank you God. i believe.......

how about you?

Thursday 3 January 2008

Rewind......

2007! warning: its going to be very long so be prepared.

sec1 life first day
went to Hougang sec for orientation hoping for a transfer. got rejected from KCPSS its usual to get rejected if you had a screw up results. then Peirce accepted me yah!!! no more staying in Hougang so happy X) God answered my prayer. then when sign transfer form felt a little sad cos i even when your in that sch for a few hours, its all you got you noe wat i mean and its hard to let go but when to Peirce anyway. met Mr Pillai and Mdm Ang 2 of the teachers i like and respect most. wat can i say. the others were still having orientation so i went home.

sec1 life second day
culture shock much... i was totally lost and to make the matter worst i felt small and a stupid freshmen who has no friends cos i missed the orientation so i didn't know anyone...from big fish to small fry..... that's how i felt scared terrified. then went to assigned class 1E1 the best class i ever met not becos of results but the spirit of 1E1 made me felt welcome and went with Shu Le for recess cos she also came from Hougang and transfer to Peirce.

CCA orientation
i didn't had a choice cos i transfer becos of dance so had to join dance but that was fine with me. had a thought of joining netball or volleyball cos i love sports but they were on the same day as dance so couldn't join and another reason was that i heard the training was tough. i like sports but i cannot take tough training trust me from pass experience in primary school.

First day of CCA "modern dance"
okay not really counted as first day cos i missed the selection for dance on wed but since i was transferred it didn't really matter. i saw my senior dance for SYF and it was awesome apart from the lack of space and lack of coordination but the choreography was nice. it was mixture of jazz, ballet and modern. They were really talented dancer so sad becos they were sec 4 so they left already.I got chosen to dance with the main group.........super happy!!! i was very stiff cos i nvr dance ballet before and i look like a monkey when i was trying to learn the movement but thankfully i had seniors who were patient with me. So thankfully everything work out.

First test in Peirce
couldn't remember wat was it but i think i did well :)

N.E. camp
it was quite fun get to know more ppl from the same house as me Eagles!!!

Cross country
i hate it so much until now i still hate it. i remember i tried to escape by asking my mum to bring me see i doctor as i did have past injuries on my knee and ankle and it really hurt becos of dancing then my leg was not fit to run after all yay for me right? totally WRONG!!! on that day it rain and it rain until they said there could not be a Cross country on that day. slap me on my face no cross country? then i waste my effort and will it be postpone or cancel!! i don't no. Terrible this is terrible!!!!

NAPFA
i always loved NAPFA cos for the first five item i always do very well and for my 1.6km my best score was 8mins i think or around there but this year was different cos instead of 1.6km it was 2.4km! you may say its just an increase of 800m no big but to me it was very big cos i had not train for a long time and had no more stamina how am i to run and that's the reason why i failed my 2.4km. i took my time to walk half of the time and chit chat with my friend and timing was 20mins! hit me on my head does that mean that i had to run again? im afraid so that was like hell!!! i hate to run again its so traumatizing to run another 2.4km again. i also had i feeling that i was not running 2.4km but at least 3km cos we had to run the whole of bishan park isn't bishan park more then 2.4km i think so. in other words i would say i have been cheated arggh!

Retest for NAPFA
12 rounds around the school field. thats more i like it it felt like 2.4km and i chiong all the way and my timing was sad to say 18mins enough to pass. yay!3 cheers for me!

SYF
felt not nervous at all okay maybe a little cos i had been performing since 4 years old so i had no fear. it felt great to once again to perform on a stage. some of the members made mistake but you couldn't blame them cos they may felt very nervous and just suddenly forget their steps.
Results came out on the next day and...........................what! i said to myself a BRONZE!!! where did we go wrong apart from the few mistakes i couldn't take it but i had to snap back to reality cos there will always be a gd and a bad.

Games day
i didn't participate cos i didn't want to and my leg had just recovered. but then there was i last minute arrangement so i had to run with the track ppl pass the batten we came in fourth at first we could have won 1 but becos i was the last runner and i racing against all the best runners in track so i lost it i felt bad okay as a last runner you hold this responsibility to the whole team and really wonder why they put me as 4 runner. Eagles didn't win. sad case.

Mid year exam
i studied quite a bit considered quite nerdy and i did pretty well L1R5 12 points.

During the holidays
sign up for learn@peirce and took up archery and bowling. Archery was super fun my aiming was not so gd at first but then it started to get better and better but still cannot beat Caroline sad:( Bowling was okay only cos all you do is bowl not so fun as Archery.wanted to try out for Kayaking and in-line rollerblading but mum said it was waste of money since noe how to roller blade already and she said Kayaking was too dangerous indeed it was but i love dangerous things so maybe another time then try.

Cross country again
they decided to postpone it there was no way i could escape so i had to run i took my time to run the 3.5km 40mins. haha! im such a loser in running.

Peirce family day
Girls take first shift and boys take second shift. and Ivy and me ran away instead of tending the store. haha! we went to the hunted house. and we were stuck in hunted house for like 20mins lar. we were freaking scared looks like they did a pretty gd job. but poor Ivy we were so scared they we jump over a couple of tables just to get away then Ivy trip over the table and sprain her ankle. so sry Ivy. then in the end she had to go home as her ankle was definitely sprain and she could not even walk so Mdm Ang, Minsi and me sent Ivy home by taking a cab and her house in on the 25 floor lucky got leave. haha. then by the time went back our 1E1 store close already cos all the stuff were sold out and it was only 1pm the family day ends at 4pm so we all went home.

End of year exam
i really didn't study for it. God help me and i got L1R5 8 points far much better than relying on my own and getting 12 points.See which one is better relying on your own or relying on God?

Last day of school
so sad:( cos we known each other for 1 year already and during the holidays we most of time would not meet so it feels like we are parting temporary. on the other hand holidays means no sch that's great news no more waking up at 6am and taking the cram bus to sch or walking to the bust stop anymore. YAY!!! we wanted to walk back but becos it was very hot that day so we decided not to walk back home.

well that's about it that's how my life goes around sec 1
cya!x)

back to sch

so yah when back to sch. dread....sch blues then turn out pretty okay. :)
this is not a dream is it sec 2? oh man!!! streaming quite scared lar like taking PSLE like that but worse cos decide your future!!! actually every exam decide your future lar just that whether you take it seriously anot so yah screw my PSLE but lets not take bout past the FUTURE is more important. gonna let God choose the path for me cos he noes best even if i don't like it he noes its Gd for me. gonna work extremely hard this year and if i slack pls slap me to wake me up from "LA LA LAND" seriously no joke alright?

got new teachers this year not all new but most are some are okay some are good some are great and some are the best. there's no such thing as lousy teachers just lazy teachers who just want their pay check to come quickly BUT not all like that i repeat NOT ALL TEACHERS ARE LIKE THAT so not trying to offend anyone who's reading my blog.

lets see yesterday bought my sch books late right cos of some misunderstanding then had to carry them home all by myself cos someone didn't answer my phone I'm not telling who......DAD!!! okay i blew it Whatever i don't really care so as long as i have my books can already. then on the way back my plastic bag broke so all my books just slip of my hand and just my luck it was raining so all my books are WET!!! arr some more plastic bag not use already so i literally carry my books on my head..okay so i exaggerated a little but i had a hard time carrying my books home so a little exaggerating wouldn't hurt.

i love the sec 1 so guai and all so same size cute!!!! Charlene came to Peirce great at least not the only Parriean.

well thats life so gotta live with it.
tata.....................
for now