Losing hair like crazy...
the thought of shaving my hair off seems like a girl idea now.
nevermind, everything work in his time.
oh lord,pls tear down this wall between me and my bro. everytime we are at home, we talk less than 5 sentence to each other. he is trying but im not helping...
good news is im finally able to let go this specific 3. if u know me well, u will know who is this 3.:)
home work go away
never come back every again
this girl wants to go out and play!
Tuesday 30 June 2009
Monday 29 June 2009
Sunday 28 June 2009
Saturday 27 June 2009
OBS was awesome much!
okay maybe at the beginning, we f-ing hated OBS and was homesick so badly that we wanted to go home.
why u may ask? becos the courses u do in OBS pushes you to the limit.
like kayaking around pulau ubin for 9hrs and trekking around ubin with heavy bagpack for about 7hrs.
at times you really feel you cannot go on and feel like giving up.
but the thing is, when u feel you have reached your limit, you actually have not yet.
OBS too me is physically,mentally and emotionally draining.
THERE IS SOMETHING ABOUT OBS THAT STAYS WITH YOU FOR LIFE!
very true...
we made friends and enemies too, but after 5days we bonded alot and became great friends hoping it will last for life.
whole body aching now.
sand flies bites everywhere.
injuried my spine.
okay maybe at the beginning, we f-ing hated OBS and was homesick so badly that we wanted to go home.
why u may ask? becos the courses u do in OBS pushes you to the limit.
like kayaking around pulau ubin for 9hrs and trekking around ubin with heavy bagpack for about 7hrs.
at times you really feel you cannot go on and feel like giving up.
but the thing is, when u feel you have reached your limit, you actually have not yet.
OBS too me is physically,mentally and emotionally draining.
THERE IS SOMETHING ABOUT OBS THAT STAYS WITH YOU FOR LIFE!
very true...
we made friends and enemies too, but after 5days we bonded alot and became great friends hoping it will last for life.
whole body aching now.
sand flies bites everywhere.
injuried my spine.
Sunday 21 June 2009
Dear God, pls extend our june holidays! i have not finish my homework yet. and considering that i will be away from mon to fri. all i have to say is time is short...
oh and God, pls let my hair grow back to its normal thickness! im begging you. 3months already leh. people say takes 6months for hair to grow back. that is super sad pls. though my hair dont have any circular bald spots and its dropping lesser hair now, my parting is still quite wide that you can see my scalp clearly. the worst thing is that even doctors and hair dressers can do nothing about it. they say its due to tying of hair and ask me cut short,stress,food,sleep,hormone imbalance,oily and sensitive scalp,dandruff...so many reasons yet there is no cure. All you have to do is wait and see how it goes.:(:(:(
But, at least i have something to be thankful is that i know its temporary. how long is temparory? no one know for sure.just trust god!
ignore my post, its about me rambling about my problems when there are others out there who suffer more than me.i just need to let it out somewhere.
see you guys on fri:)
oh and God, pls let my hair grow back to its normal thickness! im begging you. 3months already leh. people say takes 6months for hair to grow back. that is super sad pls. though my hair dont have any circular bald spots and its dropping lesser hair now, my parting is still quite wide that you can see my scalp clearly. the worst thing is that even doctors and hair dressers can do nothing about it. they say its due to tying of hair and ask me cut short,stress,food,sleep,hormone imbalance,oily and sensitive scalp,dandruff...so many reasons yet there is no cure. All you have to do is wait and see how it goes.:(:(:(
But, at least i have something to be thankful is that i know its temporary. how long is temparory? no one know for sure.just trust god!
ignore my post, its about me rambling about my problems when there are others out there who suffer more than me.i just need to let it out somewhere.
see you guys on fri:)
Saturday 20 June 2009
Tuesday 16 June 2009
today i deleted your msn.
hoping that i would slowly forget about u.
all u left me was mostly hurtful memories and only some sweet ones.
i felt that u r trying to make full use of me like a toy.
anyway, im gonna put u aside, letting god heal my 'thoughts'
beocs of u, im scared of ____
but u also made me VERY curious about the right thing at the wrong time...
my cousin is staying at my house now...
sun when to chomp chomp to eat with ivy,yanling,jiahui,limxi. ate ALOT!
feeling very depressed for someone very close to me becos she and i have a problem: we can't let go easily...
17june: remedial,shopping
18june:remedial,6iouting
hoping that i would slowly forget about u.
all u left me was mostly hurtful memories and only some sweet ones.
i felt that u r trying to make full use of me like a toy.
anyway, im gonna put u aside, letting god heal my 'thoughts'
beocs of u, im scared of ____
but u also made me VERY curious about the right thing at the wrong time...
my cousin is staying at my house now...
sun when to chomp chomp to eat with ivy,yanling,jiahui,limxi. ate ALOT!
feeling very depressed for someone very close to me becos she and i have a problem: we can't let go easily...
17june: remedial,shopping
18june:remedial,6iouting
Saturday 13 June 2009
Friday 12 June 2009
this is one of the nicest,sweetest and most memorable june holiday!
why? becos i have friends like this and doin things which i enjoy the most.:)
warning long post!
my bestie shuying:) she is the sweetest thing<3 a great person to shop with too! rmb our date =D
she is an awesome person with a good sense of humor.Francine! talented dancer too!:)
all i can say is sec 3 life will be very hard to go through without you.
can't wait for our gathering at chomp chomp on 14june! although grace can't be there, your presense will be missed:) not forgetting ppl like yanling,jiahui fengling who will be joining us. sry ah no photo with you guys. MUST TAKE A GROUP SHOT ON SUN!!!
JIAHUI! smart,friendly,caring... there are too many things to describe you becos you are so special:) SPCA FLAG DAY will not collect alot of money without you.lol
thank you for always getting dance keys, attendance book, radio when it is suppose to be a shared job. Dance would be a terrible place for me to go without your presence.
OMG! terrible hair!! anyway main focus is not on me but CHRISTIE!=D though you aren't very involved in my june holiday, but the time i spent with you is sweet. haas can't think of any other words. anyway you have impacted my life(in a good way of course!)
JOANNE and MINMIN!
minmin: my church childhood mate. including joyce tohtoh but no shots of her. you are a wonderful friend to be with:)
joanne: i thank God for placing you in my life becos you have impacted my life alot and though we have age gap of 10 years(opps...XP) i feel a very strong bond between you and me. beautiful sis-in-christ. still, our tennis plan not successful yet...haha
QTpie Grace<3 hope you are doing fine in 3e1,student council,China! i seriously miss you:(
17june,6i gathering.you are my 3 closest friend in primary school! sweet and caring gal:)
rocking cousin!!! my closest cousin of all becos she knows me inside out and shares problems with me and i mean literally! we really gotta meet up soon and sorry for pushing you aside when you asked me out. so selfish, i know. anyway, i will make it up to you. promise!<3
Churchmate, wa we really need to take new group shot. if you know me well, we will know who i am posting for:)
too side track a little, there are also other who i wanna post like......
the gals i knew from Cambodia trip
hahas this photo is for the cute guy!:):):)
the best present God can ever give us: FRIENDS FOR LIFE!!!
why? becos i have friends like this and doin things which i enjoy the most.:)
warning long post!
my bestie shuying:) she is the sweetest thing<3 a great person to shop with too! rmb our date =D
she is an awesome person with a good sense of humor.Francine! talented dancer too!:)
all i can say is sec 3 life will be very hard to go through without you.
can't wait for our gathering at chomp chomp on 14june! although grace can't be there, your presense will be missed:) not forgetting ppl like yanling,jiahui fengling who will be joining us. sry ah no photo with you guys. MUST TAKE A GROUP SHOT ON SUN!!!
JIAHUI! smart,friendly,caring... there are too many things to describe you becos you are so special:) SPCA FLAG DAY will not collect alot of money without you.lol
thank you for always getting dance keys, attendance book, radio when it is suppose to be a shared job. Dance would be a terrible place for me to go without your presence.
OMG! terrible hair!! anyway main focus is not on me but CHRISTIE!=D though you aren't very involved in my june holiday, but the time i spent with you is sweet. haas can't think of any other words. anyway you have impacted my life(in a good way of course!)
JOANNE and MINMIN!
minmin: my church childhood mate. including joyce tohtoh but no shots of her. you are a wonderful friend to be with:)
joanne: i thank God for placing you in my life becos you have impacted my life alot and though we have age gap of 10 years(opps...XP) i feel a very strong bond between you and me. beautiful sis-in-christ. still, our tennis plan not successful yet...haha
QTpie Grace<3 hope you are doing fine in 3e1,student council,China! i seriously miss you:(
17june,6i gathering.you are my 3 closest friend in primary school! sweet and caring gal:)
rocking cousin!!! my closest cousin of all becos she knows me inside out and shares problems with me and i mean literally! we really gotta meet up soon and sorry for pushing you aside when you asked me out. so selfish, i know. anyway, i will make it up to you. promise!<3
Churchmate, wa we really need to take new group shot. if you know me well, we will know who i am posting for:)
too side track a little, there are also other who i wanna post like......
the gals i knew from Cambodia trip
hahas this photo is for the cute guy!:):):)
the best present God can ever give us: FRIENDS FOR LIFE!!!
oh Lord!
it hurts when he says lets not contact anymore. we have nothing in common.
it hurts because i am unable to walk out of this relationship even when he already walked out.
it hurts that i am willing to do stupid things for him but in the end gave him empty hope when i say no!
it hurts when i can't give it up. i am crumbing under this temptation.
it hurts when i find no guilt in stealing, instead i find it fun.
it hurts when i have thoughts of smoking and cutting myself again just to punish myself for not being able to control my temptation.
it hurts when i pursue many things that are visible now but not eternal.
it hurts when i am unable to take comments for others not personally.
it hurts when i focus so much on my problems and never realise that this world does not revolve around me.
it hurts when i am unable to be the best testimonial of how a chrstian should be like.
it hurts when i purposely anger my parents just to defend my points.
it hurts when i said things that i did not mean in a very vulgar manner.
it hurts man, it really hurts. but i know it hurts god more than it hurts me. why? because i know god is there grieving for my sins rather than punishing me for all that i have done..... all i can say is sorry God and thank you for loving me the way i am and i hope you can help me overcome!
With God, everything is possible!
it hurts when he says lets not contact anymore. we have nothing in common.
it hurts because i am unable to walk out of this relationship even when he already walked out.
it hurts that i am willing to do stupid things for him but in the end gave him empty hope when i say no!
it hurts when i can't give it up. i am crumbing under this temptation.
it hurts when i find no guilt in stealing, instead i find it fun.
it hurts when i have thoughts of smoking and cutting myself again just to punish myself for not being able to control my temptation.
it hurts when i pursue many things that are visible now but not eternal.
it hurts when i am unable to take comments for others not personally.
it hurts when i focus so much on my problems and never realise that this world does not revolve around me.
it hurts when i am unable to be the best testimonial of how a chrstian should be like.
it hurts when i purposely anger my parents just to defend my points.
it hurts when i said things that i did not mean in a very vulgar manner.
it hurts man, it really hurts. but i know it hurts god more than it hurts me. why? because i know god is there grieving for my sins rather than punishing me for all that i have done..... all i can say is sorry God and thank you for loving me the way i am and i hope you can help me overcome!
With God, everything is possible!
Thursday 11 June 2009
today went out with shuying to cycle
cycling is fun.
it feels like the wind is blowing away all your problems and frustration.
anyway we camwhore like crazy.
camwhore at graffitic areas
camwhore in the sewage drain...lol
cycle ALOT too
had bubble tea before walking home...tsktsk mirabel you are not suppose to drink bubbletea for a week!
photos will be up..........soon when i find my USB cable(trust me, someone stole it!)
back to busy life
memo to myself:
1)NYAA
2)hw
3)revise on sub especially stupid physics and chemistry and amath
4)go swimming and cycling and maybe jogging... hahas me jog?siao
5)worship song sheet?
6)b'day cards?
7)drinks for cell, amk mrt 7.10pm
8)alter skirt before VP catch again...LOLx2
9)shopping for schshoe and new bag plus clothes
10)tell all dancers to bring thermomether on mon
11)claim money..yes this is VERY IMPORTANT!
12)see doc
cycling is fun.
it feels like the wind is blowing away all your problems and frustration.
anyway we camwhore like crazy.
camwhore at graffitic areas
camwhore in the sewage drain...lol
cycle ALOT too
had bubble tea before walking home...tsktsk mirabel you are not suppose to drink bubbletea for a week!
photos will be up..........soon when i find my USB cable(trust me, someone stole it!)
back to busy life
memo to myself:
1)NYAA
2)hw
3)revise on sub especially stupid physics and chemistry and amath
4)go swimming and cycling and maybe jogging... hahas me jog?siao
5)worship song sheet?
6)b'day cards?
7)drinks for cell, amk mrt 7.10pm
8)alter skirt before VP catch again...LOLx2
9)shopping for schshoe and new bag plus clothes
10)tell all dancers to bring thermomether on mon
11)claim money..yes this is VERY IMPORTANT!
12)see doc
Sunday 7 June 2009
Saturday 6 June 2009
fri: went to sentosa with shuying
im seriously beginning to be a sentosa-beach-vball fan
anyway we swam, played vball, suntanned from 12 to 5 and now im burnt like a crab
i love the shower in sentosa btw.
very cooling and the water is so cold and nice.
plan to go there soon.
vball anyone?:)
sat: flag day. awesome stuff at how i spent over $3 jus travelling.
quite fun and u need to be thick skin to ask.(which im not)
most of the time we are slacking away.
at least im doing flag day with awesome ppl who i can click with so its kidda fun.
i might wanna do flag day again.
and finally! im not always the late comer now right jiahui XP
im seriously beginning to be a sentosa-beach-vball fan
anyway we swam, played vball, suntanned from 12 to 5 and now im burnt like a crab
i love the shower in sentosa btw.
very cooling and the water is so cold and nice.
plan to go there soon.
vball anyone?:)
sat: flag day. awesome stuff at how i spent over $3 jus travelling.
quite fun and u need to be thick skin to ask.(which im not)
most of the time we are slacking away.
at least im doing flag day with awesome ppl who i can click with so its kidda fun.
i might wanna do flag day again.
and finally! im not always the late comer now right jiahui XP
Wednesday 3 June 2009
from the movie fireproof...
i like the part where he said, who said i had to stop?
favourite scene of all about God's unconditional love
his way of getting rid of addiction is so extreme yet effective
dont follow your heart because your heart can be deceived. you got to lead your heart
reconline with his mother
i like the part where he said, who said i had to stop?
favourite scene of all about God's unconditional love
his way of getting rid of addiction is so extreme yet effective
dont follow your heart because your heart can be deceived. you got to lead your heart
reconline with his mother
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