thanks shuying for always being there for me. i guess i was just i was overreacting but even if i was not, i will know you will always be there for me. i are the best friend i ever had:)
Thursday 29 May 2008
yay! finally got a chance to go out with shuying. I'm not the one whose busy but she is. so went to the library cos don't want to spent too much money. P.S.i'm broke. so wanted to do my homework so went to look for the dictionary but i couldn't find. and yeah yeah shuying is much better at finding books alright. i borrowed a Thai book cos i was going to Thailand. thought i should get a head start. we talked alot about our past actually. like during our primary schools days what we usually do and how we first met. gosh i still remember what i first said that made us become the best of friends. yea well if you read the previous post, i was just vending our anger well not really anger just my frustration so please don't get too angry. okay? so after i borrowed my books we went to mac and ate green tea ice cream. very satisfying. yum yum! so after went to shuying house after that and played the guitar while shuying blogged. then did my homework(sort of) and went home. i spent a great afternoon with shuying talking about lots of stuff.
thanks shuying for always being there for me. i guess i was just i was overreacting but even if i was not, i will know you will always be there for me. i are the best friend i ever had:)
thanks shuying for always being there for me. i guess i was just i was overreacting but even if i was not, i will know you will always be there for me. i are the best friend i ever had:)
Saturday 24 May 2008
By The Power Of your Love
Lord i come to you
Let my heart be change,renewed
Flowing from the grace that i found in you
Lord i come to know
Weaknesses i see in me
Will be strip away
BY THE POWER OF YOUR LOVE
Hold me close
Let your love surround me
Bring me near
Draw me to your side
And as i wait
I rise up like the Eagle
And I will soar with you
Your spirit leads me on
BY THE POWER OF YOUR LOVE
Lord unveil my eyes
let me see you face to face
The knowledge of your love
As you live in me
Lord renew my mind
As your will unfolds in my life
In living everyday
BY THE POWER OF YOUR LOVE
1) i could love others because Jesus first love me
2) the only way to conquer hatred is by saying "i love you" to someone you hate
Lets all praise God in whatever situation you are in. because he is just like the story footprints. He's my strength. what about you?
One night a man had a dream. He dreamed
he was walking along the beach with the LORD.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
For each scene he noticed two sets of
footprints in the sand: one belonging
to him, and the other to the LORD.
When the last scene of his life flashed before him,
he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of
his life there was only one set of footprints.
He also noticed that it happened at the very
lowest and saddest times in his life.
This really bothered him and he
questioned the LORD about it:
"LORD, you said that once I decided to follow
you, you'd walk with me all the way.
But I have noticed that during the most
troublesome times in my life,
there is only one set of footprints.
I don't understand why when
I needed you most you would leave me."
The LORD replied:
"My son, my precious child,
I love you and I would never leave you.
During your times of trial and suffering,
when you see only one set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you."
Lord i come to you
Let my heart be change,renewed
Flowing from the grace that i found in you
Lord i come to know
Weaknesses i see in me
Will be strip away
BY THE POWER OF YOUR LOVE
Hold me close
Let your love surround me
Bring me near
Draw me to your side
And as i wait
I rise up like the Eagle
And I will soar with you
Your spirit leads me on
BY THE POWER OF YOUR LOVE
Lord unveil my eyes
let me see you face to face
The knowledge of your love
As you live in me
Lord renew my mind
As your will unfolds in my life
In living everyday
BY THE POWER OF YOUR LOVE
1) i could love others because Jesus first love me
2) the only way to conquer hatred is by saying "i love you" to someone you hate
Lets all praise God in whatever situation you are in. because he is just like the story footprints. He's my strength. what about you?
One night a man had a dream. He dreamed
he was walking along the beach with the LORD.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
For each scene he noticed two sets of
footprints in the sand: one belonging
to him, and the other to the LORD.
When the last scene of his life flashed before him,
he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of
his life there was only one set of footprints.
He also noticed that it happened at the very
lowest and saddest times in his life.
This really bothered him and he
questioned the LORD about it:
"LORD, you said that once I decided to follow
you, you'd walk with me all the way.
But I have noticed that during the most
troublesome times in my life,
there is only one set of footprints.
I don't understand why when
I needed you most you would leave me."
The LORD replied:
"My son, my precious child,
I love you and I would never leave you.
During your times of trial and suffering,
when you see only one set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you."
Saturday 17 May 2008
Daddy Jesus i feel abandoned
but through all that happened, i know who are my true friends...
Caroline(bestie who always stand beside me in difficult times and remembering all the times went we go out, we would also look for FOOD!!!)
shuying(BFF forever even though we are in different school, somehow i feel you're still right beside me. really miss the times we spent together)
grace(one of the only people who have this love to love others back just like Jesus did and i respect you for that + having you in GLIMB really made my life feel less miserable)
Catherine(the best cousin i ever had!! and i mean it. you really are one special person in my life, you make me smile and let me feel I'm not the only one with the problem)
minmin(its funny how God can put both of us together right. you speak to me in Chinese i speak to you in English though we still compromise. going to church isn't so bad when you are around because i really don't click well with others you can say I'm quiet)
Yanling(my best friend in sec one years. with you around during my sec one years i felt accepted. hope to see the yanling who is always an achiever again. life may get pretty rough at times but went i have friends like you, i don't feel lost anymore)
rocking sis(wow you might be wondering how your name end up here right. well to tell you the truth i find that you are really a good sis though we quarrel quite alot. tough times never last when we have an awesome God who stays with us forever)
LimXi(you're the weirdest girl i ever met and i think you're cool!!! my opinion though. a friend in need is a friend indeed.)
Ivy(life may seem really bad for you and i never doubt that but wat keeps me going is that i have a God that last forever. a friend i feel you are a ..... challenge. haha. its cool to have you as my friend because you made my life all spiced up!)
BUG(my "bro"! always advicing me about how to lead a christian life. a thousand thanks for always driving me home after cell i feel quite bad for that you know.)
wow i realise i like to write about all this inmy blog. all well.
but through all that happened, i know who are my true friends...
Caroline(bestie who always stand beside me in difficult times and remembering all the times went we go out, we would also look for FOOD!!!)
shuying(BFF forever even though we are in different school, somehow i feel you're still right beside me. really miss the times we spent together)
grace(one of the only people who have this love to love others back just like Jesus did and i respect you for that + having you in GLIMB really made my life feel less miserable)
Catherine(the best cousin i ever had!! and i mean it. you really are one special person in my life, you make me smile and let me feel I'm not the only one with the problem)
minmin(its funny how God can put both of us together right. you speak to me in Chinese i speak to you in English though we still compromise. going to church isn't so bad when you are around because i really don't click well with others you can say I'm quiet)
Yanling(my best friend in sec one years. with you around during my sec one years i felt accepted. hope to see the yanling who is always an achiever again. life may get pretty rough at times but went i have friends like you, i don't feel lost anymore)
rocking sis(wow you might be wondering how your name end up here right. well to tell you the truth i find that you are really a good sis though we quarrel quite alot. tough times never last when we have an awesome God who stays with us forever)
LimXi(you're the weirdest girl i ever met and i think you're cool!!! my opinion though. a friend in need is a friend indeed.)
Ivy(life may seem really bad for you and i never doubt that but wat keeps me going is that i have a God that last forever. a friend i feel you are a ..... challenge. haha. its cool to have you as my friend because you made my life all spiced up!)
BUG(my "bro"! always advicing me about how to lead a christian life. a thousand thanks for always driving me home after cell i feel quite bad for that you know.)
wow i realise i like to write about all this inmy blog. all well.
Thursday 15 May 2008
lots of things happen this month. i think this month would be labelled "most tear drops month"
1) GLIMB was formed! though the tears i had was not sad tears but happiness. i don't want to say good-bye. i finally found someone in this world who cared for me even in struggles. i love you guys!
2) Exam month. i was mugging for the past 2 weeks for the exam. i thank jiahui and BUG(James) for helping me get A2 in science. amazing huh! last year i got from D7 to E8 for science but now i got my very first A2 in science in secondary school! also thank God for that.
3) Reveal it. i finally told my secret to my trusted cousin(Catherine) and i found out she and i are in the same boat. thank God for that not because she also had the same problem as me but because someone actually understood how i felt and this made me feel comforted.
4) unexpected incident. my god pa passed away on the day i finished exam. i felt so sad that i cried every time i see him in the coffin but i know i should be happy because now he is in paradise seating beside God. i felt that i had no obligation to cry because i wasn't very close to him and i didn't treat him like i should like just saying hello ah gong and bye bye ah gong. he treated me well, he bought my sibling and i MacDonald, provide education for my mum, treated all of us like his children even though he does not have children. god[pa was cremated on mother's day and i would say that was the worst mother's day ever but i know everything God has made a plan for it before hand. when he was cremated i felt this sense of not tears or anger but a sense of joy and freedom because i know god pa is in a better place now where there will be no tears,no death, and full of joy!
5) i think i tore my ligament again! it hurts really badly. but i know that God made me have this pain so that i would get plenty of rest. in a way, it's a good thing. though i know i cannot perform for cultural concert but its better to lose now than later in the future.
6) i gave up my seat for the England trip to ShuLe because i want to save my parents money. everyone say its a stupid decision. how about you God do you think i made a stupid decision. contradiction(P.S. you don't have to understand why i say that because that's between me and God)
7) i learn to play the guitar! so now i can play for cell group. yay me!!!
8) i just want to be loved or cared about. that's all i can ask for but instead, you kick me aside and was biased to my sis. only catherine cared maybe because she my cousin. how about you cous? will you care? but i know there only i and i person who is always beside me...God
9) grow up MIRABEL! think about others than yourself! just accept whatever you have!
remember what God said! honour your parents!
10) Results! so here are the results of God amazing Grace for me!!!
English: 65 B3, its not bad but i know where i went wrong. killer summary ask me write 130 words but how can! i wrote 200 words. yep i didn't type wrongly 200words. haha oh well~
Chinese: 52 C6, my happiest results though not the highest but at least i passed. so I'm not giving up and that's that~
Maths: 77 A1, i was shocked i tell you i thought i was going to fail my maths because of paper 2 but i thank God that all things is possible in Christ who strengthen me~
Science: 70 A2, three cheers for God, Jiahui,James and me! i was shocked! why? because i always fail science that's why~
Geography: 70 A2, a bit disappointing because this is my first A2 in geography in secondary school. my map reading pull me down but I'm still happy with the grade i got~
History: 69 B3, this is definitely disappointing! i screw up that's all i can say!~
Literature: 72 A2, yep my fault. why? i was getting to competitive to put it in a nicer term that the only way for me to listen to God again is that he had to put me down. it hurts okay God? but i know you are doing this for my own good~
Home Econ: 78.5 A1, i think home econ made everyone smile! i improved!!!
MEEE!RABELLE..................
1) GLIMB was formed! though the tears i had was not sad tears but happiness. i don't want to say good-bye. i finally found someone in this world who cared for me even in struggles. i love you guys!
2) Exam month. i was mugging for the past 2 weeks for the exam. i thank jiahui and BUG(James) for helping me get A2 in science. amazing huh! last year i got from D7 to E8 for science but now i got my very first A2 in science in secondary school! also thank God for that.
3) Reveal it. i finally told my secret to my trusted cousin(Catherine) and i found out she and i are in the same boat. thank God for that not because she also had the same problem as me but because someone actually understood how i felt and this made me feel comforted.
4) unexpected incident. my god pa passed away on the day i finished exam. i felt so sad that i cried every time i see him in the coffin but i know i should be happy because now he is in paradise seating beside God. i felt that i had no obligation to cry because i wasn't very close to him and i didn't treat him like i should like just saying hello ah gong and bye bye ah gong. he treated me well, he bought my sibling and i MacDonald, provide education for my mum, treated all of us like his children even though he does not have children. god[pa was cremated on mother's day and i would say that was the worst mother's day ever but i know everything God has made a plan for it before hand. when he was cremated i felt this sense of not tears or anger but a sense of joy and freedom because i know god pa is in a better place now where there will be no tears,no death, and full of joy!
5) i think i tore my ligament again! it hurts really badly. but i know that God made me have this pain so that i would get plenty of rest. in a way, it's a good thing. though i know i cannot perform for cultural concert but its better to lose now than later in the future.
6) i gave up my seat for the England trip to ShuLe because i want to save my parents money. everyone say its a stupid decision. how about you God do you think i made a stupid decision. contradiction(P.S. you don't have to understand why i say that because that's between me and God)
7) i learn to play the guitar! so now i can play for cell group. yay me!!!
8) i just want to be loved or cared about. that's all i can ask for but instead, you kick me aside and was biased to my sis. only catherine cared maybe because she my cousin. how about you cous? will you care? but i know there only i and i person who is always beside me...God
9) grow up MIRABEL! think about others than yourself! just accept whatever you have!
remember what God said! honour your parents!
10) Results! so here are the results of God amazing Grace for me!!!
English: 65 B3, its not bad but i know where i went wrong. killer summary ask me write 130 words but how can! i wrote 200 words. yep i didn't type wrongly 200words. haha oh well~
Chinese: 52 C6, my happiest results though not the highest but at least i passed. so I'm not giving up and that's that~
Maths: 77 A1, i was shocked i tell you i thought i was going to fail my maths because of paper 2 but i thank God that all things is possible in Christ who strengthen me~
Science: 70 A2, three cheers for God, Jiahui,James and me! i was shocked! why? because i always fail science that's why~
Geography: 70 A2, a bit disappointing because this is my first A2 in geography in secondary school. my map reading pull me down but I'm still happy with the grade i got~
History: 69 B3, this is definitely disappointing! i screw up that's all i can say!~
Literature: 72 A2, yep my fault. why? i was getting to competitive to put it in a nicer term that the only way for me to listen to God again is that he had to put me down. it hurts okay God? but i know you are doing this for my own good~
Home Econ: 78.5 A1, i think home econ made everyone smile! i improved!!!
MEEE!RABELLE..................
Thursday 8 May 2008
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