its been long since i wrote a post here.
every time i read something in this blog of mine, its most probably because i feel confuse.


Jealously.Wrath.Lust.Envy.
why are we always chasing the tangible and materialistic side of life when in the end, it comes to lose its value.
why do we let our holy covenant become just like any other object? sex object, that has often been misuse for temporary pleasure. what becomes of the true meaning of love then?
how can something wrong seem so right at the same time?
where have our innocence and pure mind gone to?
when has admitting defeat or congratulating our opponent been so hard to do?
when we do have something, we take it for granted as if we deserved it.

are humans really that hard to satisfy???
Shine your light on this world, shine your light on me...

http://youtu.be/OlRulUDxbWU

same song, different interpretation

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ToDZ9Q2hIBk

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

to those who have been brought down by others,
stand up for yourself.
u will be amazed at how many people are out there to support you.
BULLYING is HURTFUL!

when i was sec 2, i was stupid and naive to believe your words and let u take advantage of me. but now, i grown a little more to see who truly cares. im not gonna let you crawl back into my heart and tear it apart. im saving it for him.:)


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xnguqsMQmg4

I tried to fix the friendship, tried to bring your together, tried anything and everything. but i realised each time i tried fixing you, i got hurt. becaused i liked you. maybe, just maybe the best thing is to let it as it is.

to my babe Astor and dude, somehow this song reminds me of wat ur guys are going through. u guys are the best ppl i met in NY, my best buddies, girlfriend, a more than friends ha! stay strong cause i'll be there:)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sZQ42YbR8oc

and dude, this is how i feel bout u...:)

Dont bring me down with your words even though you think its a joke.
who cares if im sensitive or not.
its not cool to say such a thing to a girl.
peace out.

Lady Gaga taught me its ok to be different

Kesha taught me to live life to the fullest while I have the time

Pink taught me to be myself and not care what other people think

Taylor Swift taught me not every guy is going to treat me right

Emimem taught me that life is hard, but you make it through

Bruno Mars taught me to do everything for that one person I love

Michael Jackson taught me to love the people around me

Music taught me how to live <3

meet my cutizz cousin!

i have finally found you.
please stay for a while.
please...

I shouldn't have said it.
Because of my stupidity,
the friendship i cared so much about is gone.
why did this friendship waiver and fall after a storm?
was it because our friendship only continued because it was depended on talking about one person?
if that was really the case,
then its good and bad this friendship ended.
its good because i wont end up being the only one giving and not receiving.
its bad because i don't really care that i get anything back. i just want to know how are you coping with everything, thats all.
its either im a good intention termite or a Barnabas.

Oh God, if its your will, may you bless me with another Brother-in-christ that we both can look out for each other. Amen.

okay so yesterday was a bad day.
i let my mood be affect by a dream.
ha actually does sound funny now.
but still, it was a bad dream.


Romans 6:15-17

Slaves to Righteousness
15 What then? Shall we sin because we are not under the law but under grace? By no means! 16 Don’t you know that when you offer yourselves to someone as obedient slaves, you are slaves of the one you obey—whether you are slaves to sin, which leads to death, or to obedience, which leads to righteousness? 17 But thanks be to God that, though you used to be slaves to sin, you have come to obey from your heart the pattern of teaching that has now claimed your allegiance.

i am so sick now....:(

i feel horrible,
and no i'm not sick or anything.
i just feel like i did something wrong.
and the worst thing is that i can't tell anyone how i feel...
because if i say,
you would go W.T.F mirabel you did that???
or you would go around judging me or something.
i wanna cry/scream/shout it out but i CAN'T!
bloody hell...

PURE MIND IN AN R-RATED WORLD???

i dont wannna fall back to who i was in the past,
but i cant seem to stop myself.
why??

i like to show my emotions upfront, it doesnt give you the right to make use of it or does it mean im vulnerable.

It hasn't always been this way
I remember brighter days
Before the dark ones came
Stole my mind
Wrapped my soul in chains

Now I live among the dead
Fighting voices in my head
Hoping someone hears me crying in the night
And carries me away

Set me free of the chains holding me
Is anybody out there hearing me?
Set me free

this is my most slack week of my life. while everyone is going for open house and doing their JAE, i on the other hand have nothing to do.
just slacking,sleeping in, going beach, play pool.

sometimes i think im toop laidback for a competitive driven society much less JC...
i really need to stop being a sloth!!!

Jealously rips the joy out of everything.

You dont have to be perfect or the best to be a leader.
You just have to bring out the best in people,
and that makes you a great leader...

2 years i will wait...