to my dearest bestie,



i love you...:)

God, thank you for the experience, to live in Cambodia for 10days.
its so amazing and indescribable.
i learnt ALOT from this trip like to appreciate things like water, food, medicine, school, home and family.
"the greatest thing to do is love, and the best time to love is now."
Empower me LORD, empower me...
God, i will be bold. i will not hide my true self anymore.

back from 2 camp and going for another one tmr.
haix, haven finish homework yet...
but, i know God is going to mold me to a stronger person after this few camps.
my greatest wish is to lose 5kg when i'm in Cambodia.(pls Lord, help me) lol
anyways, pray for the whole group safety alright?:)
see you all on christmas eve!

Lord this is my prayer.
help me to view things in an open manner.
that everything does not have to always be about me and my self-centred needs.
help me to get rid of my disastrous habit (like always coming late...)
teach me to forgive and forget the mistakes others and myself made.
and lastly, please teach me how to love and obey my parents, because i don't want them to cry or be upset because of me.

13And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love. 1 corinthians 13:13 :)

My gosh, im falling in LOVE with 'boys like girls'.
ok i admit they are not as bad i thought they were.

ok bac to topic, i finally finish painting my room with the help of caroline and mother. the vines do make me go a little crazy after you stare at it a very long time.

as from tmr onwards, i wont get to use the com as often cos i wont be in S'pore for most of my remaining holiday. sad:(

But on the brighter side... it gives me time to forgot ________.=D p.s. if you are smart enough, your could figure that one out...

ok enough crapping, i need to do my hw right now. cos it is calling me in a pitiful voice... blah blah blah rubbish! hw are rubbish, not only do they waste my precious time( not that i used it wisely anyway), But, they are trying to test my memory rather than knowledge to see whether i still could do my work. duuuumbbbb ASS!

written with love,
Mirabel

standing in awe of Your grace
setting my feet in Your ways
entering into Your presence
to behold You face to face
God of all Heaven and earth
holding me in Your embrace
unfailing love that surrounds me
oh~ God I stand amazed

my Jesus my Lord
You're the love of my life
wherever You go wanna be by Your side
No longer I but Christ living in me
serving You for all eternity

my eyes set on You in this race that I run
no longer my ways let Your will be done
make me a servant my heart's ever true
clinging to the cross I’ll follow You

I’ll follow You

Turn your eyes upon Jesus,
Look full in His wonderful face,
And the things of earth will grow strangely dim,
In the light of His glory and grace...

just a few verses from the bible that i wish to share...

“Then Jesus declared, "I am the bread of life. He who comes to me will never go hungry, and he who believes in me will never be thirsty.”- John 6:35

"They will fight against you but will not overcome you, for I am with you and will rescue you," declares the LORD."- Jeremiah 1:19

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."- Jeremiah 29:11

if i can remember correctly, there is this verse i learn when i was in Thailand.
"heaven and earth will pass away, but the Lord's word will remain..."
sorry if it is not the actual words, cant really remember it since it was in Thai:)

thank you dearest! for everything...... and of course, im sorry too. love ya!

im walking away, not turning back again... cos i know, you are just my fairytale... BUT, i will still pray for you.

1 dec 08,

1 more month before school reopens,
argh, so sian...
2008 is coming to an end, while a new year would be starting soon.
Looking back at what God has given me and what he has not-given me.
sometimes, life can get pretty unfair at times.
But, there has to be a reason for everything right?
so, i will thank him for all the lesson he had taught me
even though, i have to learn it through hurt and pain.
i would still thank him.

i hate myself for something stupid i've done. God, help me forgive and forget....