Grace get well soon ok.
i will be praying for you.:)

toady's my church mates wedding:)
happy hahah cos i love wedding
it was totally cool especially cos it was a military wedding with those sword thingy.
ohhh, makes me wanna marry a civil servant even more.
:D
kays, i know im random...
and i found some ppl really hot there.
raging hormones, pls forgiv=D
ohh and stupid mirabel,
shouldnt have lost my temper:(
sorry joanne feel bad for pushing everything to u.
and minmin and caleb(doubt u too will read,haha)
argh, i need to have self control to control my attitude and temper...
tsktsk.
God help me!

recently,
i have been dreaming of VP and him alot...
VP is damn scary!!!
she gives me nightmare.
i need see counsellor to help liao:(
seriously, she comes in my dreams EVERY FREAKING NIGHT!
sorry lah God, but i cant forgive her.
she is so mean!
picks on alot of girls!
MEANIE!!!
i dont feel i was in the wrong.
she is unreasonable!
but i still respect her even though she does not respect me at all.
i will only do that cos God ask me to respect and submit to authority.
ohh, i cant get him out of my mind.
we are 2 diff jigsaw puzzle that can never be matched together.
oh God, if this feeling is not from u.
pls help me take it away.

Larry Childers: Did you do your best, son?
David Childers: I knew I was gonna miss it before it kicked it.
Larry Childers: Your actions will always follow your beliefs, David.
David Childers: Dad, I can't even kick it straight.
Larry Childers: And I can't walk. Should I just stay home and pout about it? If you accept defeat, David, then that's what you'll get.

First of all, I LOVE U GUYS!
secondly, Ms F made a decision to aim for SAJC!!!
NAFA is good too, jus that its a risk if u know what i mean.
oh and i believe u can do it Ms F.
ur smart girl, same for Ms S.
with God nothing is impossible right?????:)
of course lah! AMEN!
yayness, though i know its a hard decision.
im still glad u made a choice.
hopefully, we will be in the same sch after O's with Ms S.
so Ms S, work hard yea.
lets work hard together!!!!!
P.S. the school uniform rocks yo!!!

so many paths, which one to choose?

for a moment like this,
some ppl wait a life time...

from my friends blog,
her own song!
very nice:)

have u wondered why
life seem so tough
have u ever wish
it was all a dream
have u ever felt
like running away
feeling all so empty again

if only life have got no sorrow
and im void of feelings
if i can run
and hide this mess
and pretend that all is fine
but i am losing myself, losing myself again



thats exactly how i feel right now....
to be or not to be?
to give or not to give?
to love or not to love?

gahhh im the happiest girl in the world today:)
feel so blessed to be surrounded by friends and family.
made a few wishes for my bday
hahah
thanks for the presents i got.
thanks for making my day.
thanks for just being a very nice friend.

im gonna study from now on.
gotta buck up to do better next year.

today, im going to fully give up on u.
u just totally prove to me that im nothing to me.
stupid me.
to hold on this lie for 3freaking years.
i sick of u, and i look so good without u

fuck off lah bitch!
stop nagging at me.
asshole!

ohhh thanks shu and fran for a wonderful day.
so pleasantly surprise ur got me a cake and a ring necklace!
woohoo jus what i really love:)
blessed to be surrounded by friends.

oh ya, OLEVEL ppl Goodluck my HMT classmates!
must do well.
conquer this mountain in front of u.
ur can do it!

and lastly,
to my dearest.
sorry if i have not been a very good friend.
thanks for telling me again so i can keep my attitude in check.
note to self:
CANNOT BE MOODY.
CANNOT COMPLAIN TOO MUCH.
MUST SMILE MORE.
AND BE HAPPY.
BE NICE TO MY FRIENDS.
TREAT THEM WITH APPRECIATION AND RESPECT.
hahha
random:)

Just like a plain of wallflower hoping to be asked to dance...
but who am i kidding,
im standing right beside the most beautiful and gorgeous flower.
what am i compared to them?
worthless...
slowly, this wall flower begins to wither and fade away.
she has became invisible in everyone's eyes.
and now, even she believes she is nothing.
no one would ever appreciate her beauty.
she stares at her love once more,
he is dancing with the most beautiful and gorgeous flower.
she cried out to God,
"why do u make me so imperfect! so ugly? so invisible?"
"why do u make me stand beside the most beautiful and gorgeous flower?"
"the others mock and laugh when they look of me..."
the Lord, our God replied,
"my dearest? why do u have to be like the other flowers?"
"in my eyes ur the most beautiful and perfect flower that i created."
"ur unique and precious. not any other flower can ever replace u"
"u may only be jus one tiny person in this world, but u are the world to me"
"guard ur heart my dearest, for ur heart may be deceived."
"trust and obey, wait patiently. everything works perfect in my time"
"and lastly, IM MADLY AND DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH YOU!"
this plain wallflower was pulled to the dance floor.
and at that very second, all heads were turned to her.
not because of her extravengant beauty.
neither is it because they wanted to mock her.
but there was something in her that attracted their attention.
her inner beauty.
far more beautiful than anything else in this world.
her heart as pure as gold.
her tongue that speaks with love and encouragement
this is what they call:
true beauty:)

until God moves u, u r to grow where ur seed is planted!

A Time for Everything

1There is a time for everything,

and a season for every activity under heaven:

2a time to be born and a time to die,

a time to plant and a time to uproot,

3a time to kill and a time to heal,

a time to tear down and a time to build,

4a time to weep and a time to laugh,

a time to mourn and a time to dance,

5a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,

a time to embrace and a time to refrain,

6a time to search and a time to give up,

a time to keep and a time to throw away,

7a time to tear and a time to mend,

a time to be silent and a time to speak,

8a time to love and a time to hate,

a time for war and a time for peace.

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

why do i fall for u when u have another person in mind?

ur the reason for tear drops of my guitar
one miracle i hope that would happen is for us to be friends again...
but if u really want separation,
then there is nothing much i could do anymore.
except just forget it.
ur confusing me boy.
i miss our friendship more than our relationship.
take care baby.
praying for u.

and my dearest bro got me a guitar for my birthday.
im naming it "baby boy"
=D

this picture makes me cry.
kor kor i really miss you.
when will God answer the prayer?
pls come back...

i still think of u each and everyday.
i dont wanna let go
but everyone around me says i should forget it.
i still wanna be friends
but i cant force things my way
wish u all the best darling,
fly away and forget me...
confuse by the word separation