“Please, Aslan,” said Lucy. “Before we go, will you tell us when we can come back to Narnia again? Please. And oh, do, do, do make it soon.”
“Dearest,” said Aslan very gently, “you and your brother will never come back to Narnia.”
“Oh, Aslan!!” said Edmund and Lucy both together in despairing voices.
“You are too old, children,” said Aslan, “and you must begin to come close to your own world now.”
“It isn't Narnia, you know,” sobbed Lucy. “It's you. We shan't meet you there. And how can we live, never meeting you?”
“But you shall meet me, dear one,” said Aslan.
“Are are you there too, Sir?” said Edmund.
“I am,” said Aslan. “But there I have another name. You must learn to know me by that name. This was the very reason why you were brought to Narnia, that by knowing me here for a little, you may know me better there.”

“Please, Aslan,” said Lucy. “Before we go, will you tell us when we can come back to Narnia again? Please. And oh, do, do, do make it soon.”
“Dearest,” said Aslan very gently, “you and your brother will never come back to Narnia.”
“Oh, Aslan!!” said Edmund and Lucy both together in despairing voices.
“You are too old, children,” said Aslan, “and you must begin to come close to your own world now.”
“It isn't Narnia, you know,” sobbed Lucy. “It's you. We shan't meet you there. And how can we live, never meeting you?”
“But you shall meet me, dear one,” said Aslan.
“Are are you there too, Sir?” said Edmund.
“I am,” said Aslan. “But there I have another name. You must learn to know me by that name. This was the very reason why you were brought to Narnia, that by knowing me here for a little, you may know me better there.”

God, i believe i am ready.
no more distraction and wandering off tracks
cos its you who i am searching for.
and now that i have found you,
im never letting go.

use me in whatever way you like
even though it may hurt sometimes,
but i will always remind myself,
"endure hardship with us like a good soldier of christ jesus"
for i am yours to mold,
mold into your masterpiece.

when love comes around, and it knocks you down, just get back up when it knocks you down

so, i guess i still thinking of you.
but hey, no worries, i will get over you soon enough:)
not that i have a choice or anything.
gah rejections happens everyday
from those people giving out flyers at mrt stations,
to rejection from a school or job interview
and to rejection from your loved ones and friends whom you needed most whenever you are upset, but they were not around.
we all played every one of those characters before.
yet, at times it still pains us whenever we are being rejected.
funny isn't?
hope you are having lots of fun with your new found love:)
a little advice, keep it real, keep it true, keep it simple...
perhaps maybe it will work out this time!

i woke up after my afternoon nap,
and suddenly,
everything changed.
i had sense of peace and calmness in my heart that i have not felt for a long time.
then this song came into my head
it really touched my heart

Holy Holy
I will bow before
My Lord and King
Hallelujah
You have come to us
You make all things new

Emmanuel
Jesus Christ
You'll never let me go
My Shepherd King
You'll never let me go
My Sheperd King
You're watching over me
Emmanuel

So amazing
You have named the stars
Of the deepest night
Still You love me
You have called my name
I will follow You

Holy Holy
God Almighty
There is none like You
Holy Holy
God Almighty
There is none like You

how true the lyrics is and i do believe it
yet i don't fully trust it.

and i had a sudden confirmation not to work anymore.
cos i thought about it, like i will be working 3/4 of my life away next time,
why waste my precious youth time working then?
so yea, i would probably find volunteering work to do instead:)

on top of that,
i met my long most cousin that i haven since in a real long time like 5years???
haha i was fun getting to know him again:)

dont promise me something you know you cant do.
I.DON'T.LIKE.IT!

KNOW.BELIEVE.TRUST.LOVE.
yes, i followed those steps.
so where when wrong?
what went wrong?
who went wrong?

this feeling is so confusing at times.
maybe i should just totally give it up.
its not worth all these hurt.
only God can heal it:(