it's been a long time i blog and i feel im lost like a lost sheep lets just say i can't things my way anymore. i really need some help coping with my attitude, i definitely need a attitude adjustment. malfunction much?

God im sorry i feel my 'fire' is going to burn off soon.
i actually pondered why must life continue to eternalty? why can't life just end like a story book character whether good or bad?

i walk in faith not by force
i stand in awe amazed by your perfection
i walk closer and closer to you everyday but why do you still seem so far?
i pray for healing but why is there no answer
why is it so hard for someone to believe in you,
but so easy to idolised something not real

is there really an answer??? im clueless...

i amazed at how some ppl can speak fluent english, curious actually:)