somehow the world is passing so quickly that i feel im left behind... went to visit my Ahgong and he look so sickly. there was nothing much i could do and even if i could do something for him, im not sure if i would do it for him. holiday for one week doesn't seem like a holiday to me. it's just a week for mer to recharge before term 4 starts. sometimes i really just want to disappear and go for some retreat away from everything and just come before God. tmr got to go sch, thurs going out with van to orchard which i have no idea where is it and im not joking, seriously. hope to meet shu, cat, limxi, grace during the holidays but it doesn't seem like there is enough time for anything especially when you are pilled up with homework that is waiting for you to be done.

somehow i seem to be becoming more emo again... haix