there is nothing much i can say now. lets just says i made yet another terrible decision that i can never undo it ever again. why do i always take the wrong path. "give Satan an inch and he will become a ruler" heard it sooo many times yet never put it to use... I'm such an IDIOT! all those lies and deception! Oh Daddy, i'm lost! please bring me back, daddy. i don't want to drift further and further away from you. the greatest gift that you gaves me was salvation yet i treat it like an white elephant. i simply hate the way i am now. my tongue is full of lies, my eyes has seens too much, my mouth said things that harm people, my ears believed what the world is trying to tell me yet i question what you are trying to tell me, my hands are dirty, full of sins cause by greed, my spirit is longing for your holy spirit to be filled again, my body is far to shameful to be forgiven by you. i want you yet i also don't want you. i'm so confused!





God loves you!
In the quiet, love is reaching.
It's yours to hold,
Be still and know that
Even when you're lost and lonely,
And hope is gone, you're not alone.

Far beyond the understanding,
There's a hand that leads,
If you believe.

Through the darkness, see the light.
Remember God loves you.

The road ahead is long and winding.
With eyes of faith, you'll find the way, yeah.
And when the journey leaves you weary,
You can rest in the comfort of heaven's arms -
Sweet loving arms.

And peace will follow.
Peace be with you always,
As you go.
For now you know that...

Through the darkness, there's a light.
Remember God loves you.

When you open up your heart,
His love will meet you where you are.
He will always be a part of everything you do.
He is here to set you free,
And give you all the strength you need
To carry on, to carry on.

Through the darkness, see the light.
Remember God loves you. (remember, remember)
Remember God loves you.