haix... i think i broke a lot of people's heart with my actions. i didn't meant to do it on purpose. its just... just that i wanted to be noticed, to feel that i'm good at doing something, i wanted to know whether people actually cared for me but i didn't mean to hurt anyone...

God help me to change. help me to find the way back to you again. light the path you want me to follow. i know that all i did may not please you but you still forgive me and want me to change for the better.

tmr will be my piano exam. i quite scared actually and im feeling really sick right now. oh God,please help me. i cast this burden onto you Lord.