Hello people! sorry haven't been posting recently cause com broke down(note to self: not that anyone cares or so) so yeah, weeks past i think. and yet another 'typhoon' came again. i really don't want to care anymore. so frustrating! Thanks to Grace, Joanna,Yin Anne,Praise,Joey for lending a listening ear in times of need.
It's so embarrassing last week cause i cried in class. don't ask why cause there are MANY reasons...

lets do a count down shall we?
1)history common test(this Tuesday)
2)literature(this Wednesday)
3)science(this Thursday)
4)D&T(this Friday)
5)piano exam(15 days from now!)

all this is fucking bullshit. for your info: the F word is used as an ! instead of you know what. I'm not even prepared for any of the test cause i can't switch to study mode. disappointment! bye bye scholarships... no point working hard now cause it wouldn't make a difference unless of course God want to pull me out of this 'chicken nugget' situation then perhaps there may be HOPE! school exam is bad enough but now PIANO EXAM! arghhhhh! i'm not even prepared! and who is there to share my burdens? don't state God because he is right now LAUGHING at me because i got myself into such mess... my mum is going to be sooo mad at me! i'm guessing the worst scenario is that she will come chasing after me with a cane not that is will change anything, so i would run out of the house not coming back until midnight... well at least i know whats is going to happen so i suppose i am going to 'pack my bag' soon... LOLS

i wanna get more earholes and maybe pierce my belly button too! that would be so cool! can't wait to look at my mum and dad reaction when they see me having extra piercing. it will be priceless! hahaaa.
yes yes i know what you are thinking, you are saying i'm a attention seeker. so what?! it's not like they care about my presence anyway! they don't see my burn marks, my scars on my hand, my tears when i cry!

don't force me to go for sunday school! there are many reasons why i don't want to go so stop forcing me...
i ran out of $$$ and i am craving for a chocolate bar right now...... sigh my hands are itching...give me time, i will prove i'm more than what you think i am...