Oh God, help me! I'm stressing out and thus causing me to drop loss. :( hope its temporally.
1)SYF: seriously i never felt so stress out because of SYF before. I'm stress because i don't think my ankle will recover in time for SYF and i still have to perform. i really want to perform but thoughts that i will ankle will halfway give up on me really scares me. nevertheless, even if my ankle doesn't recover in time i will still give my 150%. If we don't get our Silver, I HAVE ONLY MYSELF OT BLAME. i would feel that its my fault that the dance group loses its silver. i will definitely cry:(. see why I'm stressing out....

2)Sports carnival: i really wonder why must Mdm Foong put me in charge of Peirce workout. never like it before, won't like it now and definitely not in the future...
its so boring! i mean NO ONE will look so whats the point? plus, i have to think of the choreography in less than a week, teach the 'workout-ers', and there's really no time. i really wish there is more than 24hours a day. i slept like 3 to 5 hours everyday and i still haven finish the task that are suppose to me done. 17 April, i also want to run the 4by100m but the dreams seems like its fading as the date is nearing but my leg is not healing. ohhh, it rhymes...lol

3)Im dropping hair!!!!! like 20 to 30 plus strangs everytime i comb my hair. sigh, see stress is causing me to lose hair. even the doctor says so. hope its temporary then. Oh the doctor said that my ankle is a strain not sprain. so yea i didnt break any bone or tear any muscles. that good.

4)NAPFA: I dont have to go for NAPFA yet cos dance priority comes first and Mdm Foong specifically said 'rest you leg!!!'. xp i think that the only good thing. but that means chances for going to OBS is lesser. and yes i WANT to go OBS! hope i get chosen since only 15 are allowed to go.:(

5)Bali students: im going out with them later to marina barrage, national museum and blah blah blah... i LOVE my buddy! shes so nice and very open so its easy to converse with her. wondering what present to give her.

6)Exams: arghhhh,it like so soon??? we just had our holiday and in 3 more weeks time is our exam. im scaredddddddd! i must do well for everything in order to go OBS. but passing chinese i gonna be a BIG PROBLEM! since i failed every test.
oh and they extended sec 3 curriculum during the holidays, like HELL! my birthday still have to go school. curses....

im finally trying to let go... not easy but its worth it.
P.s. STRESS IS KILLING ME that i want to cut my wrist