LAST POST OF 2009!!!


I GOT OVER YOU...

Christmas eve, i decided to move on and also taking actions.
i deleted ur msgs.
and not gonna care about how ur life is anymore.
almost cry during caroling cos of it but james was encouraging me to let go.
and i did!!!
yay!
God must be proud:)

2009 wasnt the best year i could have.
faced probs like:
almost retaining in sec3
BGR
breaking up
unwantedness and loneliness
friendship problems
mood swings( hell alot of them hahah)
jealousy over position
hateful teachers
failing practically all subs
self cutting
bad habits that wont go away.
well the list goes on and on.
alot of this situations that made me cry.
but more importantly, it made me stronger.
and made me depend on God more.
so thank God for that.:)

Thank you God for carrying me through each and every situation i faced.
you let me cry on ur shoulders when i needed one
you gave me hugs to make me feel better.
you gave me hope when all hope to me was fading away.

"i can do all things in you who gives me strength"
"for i have plans for you, plans to prosper to not to harm you,plans for a brighter future"
these 2 verse have helped me through 2009

of course, there are also many ppl who helped me. so many ppl that i cant count. blessed to have you guys. you know who u are. ha. and also, i have forged a much stronger bond with the church guys. they are awesome!!! heh

many ppl walk in and out of our lives, but friends leave footprints behind!

i will post the photos of london and musical soon...
probably in 2010.LOL

2010 resolution:
1) 1 year plan, to be completely satisfied with God and not date. (given by joanne. she gave me 6months but i decided 1 year would be better:P accept this challenge.God, joanne, you readers are my witness ar. ha)

2) use computer only 3times a week and not more than 5hours per time. (probably one of the hardest resolution to keep to for me cos im a computer addict. but since 2010 is my O level year. so gotta cut down com use)

3) focusing on my Olevel goal of 9points. yes yes some of you may think 9 points easy or 9 points for me is a target too high for me. but hey, dont forget. i have a
mighty God supporting me. and every paper is done with a prayer.

4) DSA. gotta prepare my dance audition and interview. i feel damn scared. but if i dont try, my life will be filled with WHAT IF...

5) praying that 2010 will be a revival year for our church. may all of us walk closer and grow stronger in God. pray for healing and forgiveness in each and everyone of our hearts.

6) im gonna fast again. haha. dont be surprise if i am not eating food during recess. most probably gonna read the bible at a corner of the school.

7) kicking that bad habit that have stayed with me since sec 1 end of year. that habit destroyed 2 of my friendships with my friends. its no longer gonna control my life anymore. Jesus take the wheel!

8) be a good welfare IC. and also serve in church and cell group. 30may youth serivce, OMG in chinese and leading congregation with yonghui. waa, i damn scared. but God shows his strength through our weakness. so God make full use of me to touch others:)

for now thats about it...

2010 is gonna be a very Godly year for me, i wanna grow stronger in him. be more wiser and mature. to be submissive and God fearing. yea sounds like a difficult task for me. LOL. nevertheless, im gonna try.:)

k, ending here. gotta pack luggage.(why am i saying all this) LOL
tata