so stupid of me,
to think that u actually love me.
giving u so many chances,
yet each and everytime u hurt me more and more.
i cant ignore your cold treatment.
its so hard.
i told things would work out better as time passes.
im so wrong.
all the msg u sent,
i dont know which to believe.
sometimes u say u love me, sometimes u want me out of ur life.
tell me straight in my face which is the truth.
i dont want to be toyed by u again.
and each and everytime, im the one who always apologise for even things i didnt do.
come to think if it, u were playing with my feelings all along.
how very stupid of me to not notice it.
but things are diff when i see u.
u are like a whole new person.
u cared alot for me.
im utterly confuse.
i wanna hold u close, i wanna hear u say those words again.
did u actually mean it when u gave me that gift???
sigh...