i got back results...
quite expected i will do badly cos i didn't put in enough effort.
something surprising is that i am most probably the last in class and last few in the whole cohort cos i failed like 3subs but my friends who took o'level all said it is normal. expected to fail one... and that in the end, will get good results in o'level.
so extreme much...
i don't know but i get this feeling that our school test paper is alot easier than other schools so it is possible to pass.
what if o'levels are like 5times harder?!!!
does that mean that our L1R5 will be 5 times more?
ohhhhh,I'm guessing my L1R5 will be more than 20 so that means i will be 'specially invited' to meet the parents.lol
anyway, i have mixed feelings becos i could have passed Amath if not for careless mistake and if i actually took the time to find out questions i didn't know, i would have passed and get c5 instead of d7.:(
Chinese: well lets just say i was so used to failing Chinese that receiving 19/70 is okay to me already. all i wish for is a pass in o'level
physics: i feel pissed yet i know reality has set in for me already. i told Mrs Chung i failed physics and that its not fair to me cos i didn't choose physics as my subject combination but i still got it. then she said,"there is no excuse for u to fail cos even if i didn't choose physics, it is my responsibility to study for it since i already said 'OK' to take it.so, in the end i have to commit to it. most of us will go like "eh, Mrs Chung why u like that one. don't know how to sympathise me meh?" but the fact is staring right in front of my face, I CAN'T RUN AWAY FROM PHYSICS OR DROP PHYSICS AND ONLY TAKE CHEMISTRY.

on a brighter note, i got into OBS(i think)
i mean i wasn't selected at first but i asked mdm foong if there are extra vacancy and if i could join and she said i could join.
furthermore, i have 1 criteria met. i have leadership post.
but results and NAPFA WISE, HEH, I'm just plain lazy lar.

muscles cramps right now, soooo painful.
Lord, pls give me courage to lead... so much uncertainties ahead don't know what to expect.
im in a rush to make bday cards now. and trying to make their bday more memorable? how???
i want to swim on sun!!!