warning! long post...

fear says: you don't deserve it. give this place to someone else who deserve it more than you.
fear says: you are weak and pathetic. always need to depend on others for help.
fear says: isn't it obvious? she doesn't like you so why don't you just walk away from this now before its too late and you have to face disappointment.
fear says: you are so over sensitive that when people hurt you, you fall into self-pity.
fear says: your goals are too high. you can never reach it.
fear says: you are not fit enough for anything.
fear says: you are not pretty and you are a slacker.
fear says: you can't handle anything. you are always so stress and too emotional about things.
fear says: haha! you lead???
fear says: you are addicted. you can't stop it!

and the list goes on and on.
fear says alot of things which are deillusional that it looks alot like the truth. and even if you overcome one of your fears, a new fear comes out.

BUT God says: listen to my voice...
God says, you are beautiful because you are created in my image.
God says, fear does not come from God.
God says, 'For I know the plans that I have for you,' declares the LORD, 'plans for welfare and not for calamity to give you a future and a hope." jeremiah 29:11
God says, "For as the heavens are higher than the earth, So are My ways higher than your ways And My thoughts than your thoughts." isaiah 55:9~so do not listen to what the world has to say to you. rather, listen and follow my ways.
God says, Be still and listen that i am God. turn down the music you are listening to and put those magazines away. Listen to me!
God says, my strength work perfect in your weakness.
God says, "Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint." Isaiah 40:30-31
God says, "Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you."
God says, my arms are always open for those who need it. arms full of love and mercy.
God says, be bold for i am here with you.
God says, you are precious to me like a jem.
God says, ask and it shall be given, seek and you shall find, knock and you will be answered.
God says, faith = risk = trust...
God says, lay those burdens down. they are too heavy for you, let me carry it.

its amazing how many of us would rather buy the lies of fear rather than trust the almighty God.
how can one still love over and over again, even after being rejected? only God can.
so even if it seems like the world is caving in on you, don't give up, trust God for he works in ways we cannot understand:)
Lord, i will show them that i can do it becauuse i have you to help me. help me prove them wrong.