its kidda amazing how time pass so fast...
2 more weeks till end of term 2
hopefully i won't get caught by VP any time soon or better still Never!

i stand in awe at how much God have mold me from what i was 3years back.
shy to speak up in cell group
never dared to pray out loud on front of others
scared to serve in church be it worship or dancing
i was 1 of those quiet ones in class
worried about how people thought of me
and i was even scared of my own looks and body
i had a terrible attitude towards my parents

but this wonderful Lord used my weakness and changed it into my strengths...
I'm no longer scared to speak up to church mates or friends and maybe even dance juniors and hopefully to crowds too...

I'm starting to LOVE praying out loud in front of others hoping that what people hear from my prayers is what God wants to tell them.

I'm not scared to serve in church anymore but still lazy at times.xp

i have alot of close friends now...

though i still face problems on how or what people think of me, i am very sure that God is still my basis of identity and my assurance when i lack confidence.

come to think of it, its funny that i hated my body so much i dare not wear certain type of clothes. right now, i am confident with my body and i know what to make me look good. hahas(thick skin)

argh, i really regret the many times i blew my temper on my parents. the times where i was being rude or unfriendly to others just becos i was having a bad day. everyday, God is reveling what i did to my parents or even my friends. things that were not so nice. I'm taking this opportunity to apologise.

Lord, pls give me the child-like faith back again.
pls bless me with those dreams...
i need the motivation to Evangelist again.
i also need to start studying hard for my war(exams) to catch up
and lastly, i pray that you lead me to take a bold step to serve the way Jesus serve others and more creativity!=D