EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!
OH THANK YOU GOD!
FINALLY OVER!
YES!!!
though i dont have a good feeling that i did well, but i know very well i gave god my best shot.
even if results doesnt turn out the way i hope it would be, its ok to me:)
i prepared the field as much as i could, i hope u Lord will be please with it:)
Amen!

today, i realised that i have alot of learning to do.
1) that i need God so badly in my life.
2) life in not about me and my problems
3) everything works in his time
4) i love my brother very much and i miss him alot
5) i need to resect my brother and show him love
6) i pray that my brother comes back to God
7) i need to respect authorities like Mrs Chung
8) i have to seize the moments with my parents as they might not be her tmr
9) BGR can wait(HAH!)
10) time cannot heal emotional wounds BUT God can!
11) with lots of prayer meditation and fasting, i believe God can see my sincerity to change and he will give me strength whenever i am weak to overcome any temptation
12) i have to trust and obey his leading
13) self cutting is stupid
14) i should just shave my hair bald if it continues to drop(HAH!)
15) i can use dance to praise God
16) i need to find my old self back, the one who always smiles and used to be called sunshine:)
17) childlike faith can bring me a long way

also looking through past videos and photos i realised i have nice long thick hair!
hahhaha cos i really miss my hair. anyway, beside that point, i realise i am very close to ppl like caleb and isaac and all the guys.ha! maybe i was tomboy then...

i should slp soon. already 2am