I just want to run
Just want to hide away
Close my eyes to your gaze
Just want to leave
Don't want to hear them say
"You're no good at this"

When the world swirls with naysayers
Broken wings and torn pages
The road ahead
Drowning in my tears

Break me open
Tear me down
Into pieces
Broken crumbs
On the ground
You can mould and shape me
In your image
Breathe your life
You know I need it
Scars make us stronger for life

Losing myself
Gaining it back again
Forging strength from weakness
All that I am
All that I'm meant to be
Melting in your hand

Let the world swirl with naysayers
Pickled hearts and sour faces
What is real is what I cannot see

Cut away
All within me
That won't bear fruit
Cut away
All within me

whatever shit u threw to me, i jus have no choice but to accept it right???
i want to run
i want to hide
i dont want to care about anything anymore!
but too bad im not this kind of person...

exams are in 2 days.
i cannot afford to let you flood my mind with everything about u.
from yesterday onwards, i shouldnt cry for u anymore.
i cant hold on to u when ur not mine anymore.
its not right.
im wont be jealous cause there no point being jealous.
i wont benifit at all.
i will just hurt myself more and more deeply.
wake up bel, stand up and walk!

something are holding on that makes one stronger, somethings is letting go.



im gonna make daddy jesus proud of me!
i will prove ppl wrong.
i will do well.
i will prepare the field for the rain.
then daddy jesus can show his power in my weakness.
we will see miracles
and hopefully revival in our sch.
praying that every heart humbles themselves and give all to the almighty.
all glory to him.
if i win i will praise him, if i lose i will STILL praise him!
Amen.