u stab me so hard that i started to bleed again.
scars make u stronger for life huh?
im bleeding literally in love,pain,guilt,hurt,regret......
perhaps u can say its jealousy that makes me feel this way
i dont know, but im trying to act like i dont care which is really hard.
cause it matters to me. ALOT!
maybe becos i still cant help but miss u.:(
exams are in 3days and my mind is flooded with u.
why?!!!
i wanted to stand up again, but i heard u and i got pulled back to where i was nce again.
no, im not blaming u.
i never wanted to blame u for anything.
blame myself for all that has happen.
blame myself for hurting u, blame myself for fucking both our lives up when i should have said no, blame myself for all the regret...
if anyone was at fault, i should be the culprit.
though i dont think the person who i want him/her to read this is reading this, i just hope my message get across...

ur still someone special in my heart.