LAST POST:
can i die lord.
i dont want to continue anymore.
this war is just too hard to fight.
why is it always my fault that everything ends up this way.
what did i do again?
it has always been my fault, right from the start.
i caused everyone unhappiness.
i hate the 3letter word: bye
they always said that stupid word it me.
and it is always becos i did something or said something that made them not happy.
yea, maybe everything is really my fault.
my whole life was a mistake.
i should have never been born.
to many people eyes, im jus a bad kid, someone who never does something good.
if im gone, i bet no one would very miss me.
in fact, they will be much happier.
i will be 1 less burden in this world.

i no longer believe in love.
i can no longer trust anyone.

I AM SORRY has and hen and everyone else who knows me.

gone for good