hmmm, today is not a good day:(
i think its becos i have free time.
and free time is not good.

kept thinking of u.
and looking through my msg.
ok note to self: DO NOT LOOK AT UR SMS!
ha...

anyway, i should be happy that u are moving on well.
its just that i feel kidda sad:(
sad becos i feels like im the only one still holding on.
sad becos u dont really care about me anymore(well u are not obliged to care, so yea...)
sad becos we seem like total strangers to each other
sad becos i dont even know whether time can help make us friends again.

boy you sure move on quickly.
perhaps its becos u got experience?
or maybe becos ur a guy.
and it may come off more easier for u.
u said i will move on faster, but looks like im having a harder time.

nevertheless, i should feel happy for u.
ur free now. at least thats what i believe.
letting u go for ur happiness and free from bondage.
this is the only reason why i dont sms u, dont talk to u.
and just give u space.

ur little actions pierced my heart.
every word u say or write jus seems like its jus for me.
But, i was so wrong.
u seem to care for me, but at the same time u dont.

i honestly still miss u, ur presense, ur daily sms, seeing ur facebook(LOL), talking on msn, miss walking u to kovan MRT, sending me home, going out together and the list goes on and on.
oh wells, i should put that aside and start mugging.
after all, mugging help me keep my mind off u.

regret, and heartache and guilt jus feel my heart.
i pray of lord, he blesses u with a good day, having friends around u and take good care of u.:)