Thursday, 10 September 2009

i woke up at 11 today:)
cos i was praying and crying until like 1am...
wow, i felt SOOO MUCH BETTER after singing and crying and jus telling my dearest lover(God) how i truly felt and just screaming out all those fear that is calling out my name.
my lover also help me overcome my tempt. wooohooo!
praise be to the lord!
i will overcome it with God's help no matter how long or hard it takes...
fill me with the spirit again.
he who is in me is far stronger than he who is against me, therefore whom shall i fear?
Amen!

oh thanks MISS S for the wonderful pencil case and Cross... I LOVE IT!
MISS F thanks for the post yea!
in all thanks babes...
and u ivy TAN, u r a babe too! ahha:)

when i think of OBS, i think of u.
the time we practice belaying, u were my belayer.
when i couldnt climb the rock wall, u said nvm its ok.
when we did kayaking, u made all of us laugh cos of ur friend John.LOL
during land expedition, u were the one leading songs to encouraging us.
u also kept talking about ur ex during camp and all of us felt so weird. haha
finding tent pegs together with syahirah and kian hong was all so funny becos kian hong couldnt find a single one!
when you did trust fall, ALL of us thought we were going to die! LOL cos u know ur size is so BIG! Strongman! said by waimin...:)
when it was the last day, you went into emo state. no one knew why... i knew why.
this are just some parts of my memories which i can really really well.

too many memories of u...
msgs,photos,number,msn and pastconversation on msn,blog,fb,OBS,going out tog

so hard to let go.
i feel like an evil person now.
but my friends say what i am feeling and what i did is normal.
is it?
really?
im confused...
and how come this one hurts so much more than the other?
move on bel,move on...


oh i cant log into facebook.sian lar!!!
things to be done:
1)finish hw
2)start revising for exam
3)plan my timetable and targetsetting(which i dont realy follow) hahha
4)the old has gone the new has come.(try to guess wat i mean)
5)catch up with my friends as much as i can:)
6)forget YOU, lets be friends!=D
7)pack my room AGAIN~!~!
8)and last be not least,God.

im gonna sing sing sing im gonna shout shout shout im gonna sing im gonna shout praise the lord!!! when the gates are open wide im gonna side at jesus side im gonna sing im gonna shout praise the lord!!!
i should change sing to sing and play
and
shout to dance to you
hahha cool!!!:)ok random....
ohhh i love this sunday school song so many fond memories....
AHHH i miss children sunday school ALOT!!!

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