i am terribly sorry ppl!
especially my dearest friends...
im been too called up in my own world,
that i forget that this world is not about me.
i thought as friends i could complain everything to you, but never did i realise your feel like i complain too much.
and i didnt know that sometimes i want things my way?
i thought friends are suppose to be there to support and comfort us when we feel sad.
but i also didnt know your feel ur have the rights to not comfort me.
like ur dont have to sympathise me...
perhaps i have grown up in a fairy tale world where i can always rely on my friends to support me and comfort me whenever i fall.
then when i tell too much of my problems, ur will feel i am too much.
ur give in to me when i throw tantrum?
no wonder Ms S dare not tell us about her problems cos she feel she is a bother to others.
im always unhappy...
have this glum face.
and ppl around me will feel really negative:(
i didnt want to purposely put the show my unhappy face around u guys.
im not unhappy becos of ur.
im unhappy becos of studies, dance, him, my secret, my stupid hair(lol), my not close walk with god......
im sorry if i made ur feel i am unhappy with u guys
becos i cant take the stress in 3e3.
the subjects are hard.
at times like this, i feel like dropping already.
i put alot of burden on others and at times i feel that way too.
i lose my temper easily and easily agitated.
that i agree. i pissed myself up at times.
i take ppl for granted??? i didnt know. but im sorry if i did.
i am rude!
im such a spoilt brat!
i need a attitude adjustment.
im so sorry guys.
bear with me for a while
i promise to change.
just need a little more time...
okays?:)
i will smile more, i will try to control my temper, i will talk more happy stuff, i wont complain in front of u guys anymore(i try)
i will share my unhappiness for my loving father then. he will never get angry or find me a bother...:)