it feels like death to me.
somehow death seems like a very tempting offer right now.
i know very well the pain many patients go through.
the pain is all too familar to me...
dont ask me what it is.
i feel so scared.
i feel abandoned!
ABBA Father, dont leave me please!
take it away...
its too much of a struggle.
RESCUE ME! MY KNIGHT AND SHINING ARMOR!
DIE SATAN DIE!!! IM NOT GONNA GIVE UP THE BATTLE, IM GONNA WIN THIS WAR!!!