talked to Caroline,
she is an awesome person to get advice from:)
even though she seems like a logical person,
she can get very sentimental and emotional...
and she is also someone who is very cheerful.
what she said was comforting.
i should just be myself.
stop trying to please everyone.
its ok to be unhappy,
its ok to be sad,
its ok to complain to your friends or ask advice from your friends,
its ok to blow up in other words be angry.
i just have to pick myself up again after every fall.
i cannot go on being unhappy.
i should not let the problem affect my mood and the way i treat people.
i have to try to be happy.
and of course say sorry to those i offended unintentionally.:)

BEWARE CHEM AND PHY!
I WILL CONQUER U ONE DAY!!!
THOSE FEW DAYS WERE PAINFUL,
BUT AFTER A WHILE ITS GETTING EASIER ALREADY.
I HOPE YOU CAN PUT ME ASIDE AND CONCENTRATE ON YOUR STUDIES
AS WELL AS SPEND TIME WITH UR FRIENDS:)

hope is a powerful word.
quoted from pete blog:
the strong have hope, the hopefuls are strong.
i HOPE we can be friends again.

speaking of friends,
they are amazing creatures that God create and placed in my life.
we go through thick and thin together.
and they are the people who puts up with whatever shit i give them.
they are frank to us to help us improve.
they are people who understand you inside out.
they know your strengths your weakness.
and they last longer than relationships.
whatever it is, im just thankful to have friends!!!